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jazreel's 23rd birthday!

2012-02-17T08:44:00.001-08:00

ohayo!

yesterday was my third sister (jazreel)'s birthday! & since i don't have the habit to turn in early this few days , i've decided to blog again! with pictures in the post of course! yay , double yay!

me and my fourth sister decided to make her birthday a special one by baking red velvet cupcakes ! because she had never tasted it before! so while my third sister was away at school , we decided to make her cupcakes and her birthday card! i'll let the pictures do the talking!

red velvets ; before baking!

after baking , with the frosting on!! me and eunice as the background :X hahahaha.

all the red velvet cupcakes that we baked for my sister's 23 birthday before putting the candles on! :D

23 red velvet cupcakes with "happy birthday" candles on :)

"jaz's 23rd birthday"

at 12am , me and my other sisters have been waiting for her to come out of the toilet & by the time she came out, everything melted including the plates!

you can see the second plate melting , hahaha. the candles must be really hot! & of course ,my sister was surprised! :D success!

red velvet cupcake with creamcheese frosting ^-^

the next day , me and maggie met my sister at 4 at town to continue to celebrate her birthday :)

maggie brought us to thai thai at mandarin gallery because she said we need to eat something that looks more presentable than bonchon chickenwings(4 fingers) which was my favourite!:(

but of course thaithai was so yummy !! i can never resist thai food and i really really love thai food so much!!

THAI THAI , YUMMY!

so we only ordered 2 dishes and a dessert because we still had dinner later on and that was our very late lunch! ate non-stop the entire day!

our appetizer which was as good as the main dishes! nom nom!!

money bag , crispy and good!

first up , phad thai!

so yummy! :)

second up , tom yum soup with mee hoon! we ordered the less spicy one because the waitress

told us the original one was sooo spicy!

so fresh and yummy !! really love it ! :)

last but not least , our dessert which looks extremely awful! but looks are really deceiving!

mango sticky rice! :D

of course the cosy environment also plays a part! really love thaithai's decoration , making the entire place so cosy!!

tadah!

look at the cosy chairs!!

the cosy environment and decorations! so quiet and peaceful!

after a filling late lunch , we went to meet bil & dajie for dinner! we dined in at a japanese shop / restaurant which i don't know where but its near centre point! not much pictures because i'm sitting so far away from the rest and not in a taking of pictures mode! :( boo hoo!

the japanese restaurant not bad !

japanese snowpeas !

my dajie's curry rice set ! i could only take picture of her food because she was sitting next to me :/ taste not bad! :)

my dinner set ; ton katsu .

the main dish of the set ! :) yummy!

after dinner , we went to collect our superjunior concert tickets for tomorrow's concert from an indonesian elf !

after collecting , we went to 112 katong! passed by this yoghurt shop which was super expensive and stingy :( will never go back there ever again for their yoghurt , i would rather have yoguru/ jco/ red mango! singapore , why you no pink berry?? :( miss the froyo at orlando , froyo filled with toppings everywhere!

had our last round of food/desserts at , arrows down! seventh heaven ↓

time for some dessert! :D

the menu which looked so cute !

the desserts that we ate!

first up , the big show! :O really big !

the big show ; mud pie , waffles and pancakes!

second up , waffles! yummy waffles!

close up shot of the waffles :) nomz!

simplicity ; waffles with butter , maple syrup and icing sugar ! + strawberry icecream which tasted like strawberry hl milk . the waffles are tastyyyy!

yuzu sorbet ! :) + a complimentay passionfruit sorbet! bil said the passion fruit one tasted nicer than the one he ordered , hahaha .

there's one more thing we ordered but i didn't take a picture of it :( guess it was the molten lava cake or something ! if i were to go back again , i'll order the simplicity and change the icecream to chocolate or something! the waffles are yummy but the rest wasn't as good as it was supposed to be :(

after eating , home sweet home!

i'm going to end off with what we bought for her this birthday and the card with made! hope you like your birthday present and you had a great birthday this time round sister!we love you , and we always will!!:)

chanel , nicely wrapped up! so pretty :)

the sneak preview i tricked her by telling her that i put this up on instagram and she has only 3 seconds to see but actually i did not :X opps!

last but not least , the card ! credits : p ! thanks for the help byby!!!

lastly , i'm going to super junior's concert later! yay! hope the concert will be a good one to blow me away and change me into an elf! can't wait to see you lee teuk & kyu hyun oppa!!~

toodles! :D till then ,

Dragon year ! :)

2012-02-07T11:12:00.001-08:00

Chinese new year had just passed like this , 15 days had just gone by in a blink of an eye . In this 15 days , I honestly didn't do much things either than just eating and eating because i'm still as jobless as ever ! :( sigh . Is okay , i'll just keep trying and trying to find a suitable job for myself .

Anyway , hope everyone had a great time collecting angbao & now your bank is filled with money ! ��

Also , in this 15 days , I had a great reunion with my family and spending quality time with one another :) although it's like only 3 days or so . :) it's been really great and awesome ! :D this is why I love Chinese new year . At the same time , there's a part why I really dislike Cny , I dislike Cny for a simple reason , I hate my relatives asking the same old question or commenting on the same thing . Oh well , this is life and life goes on .

I hope this new year will be a good year for me , a prosperous , healthy and smooth one . :D that whatever I do will go smoothly , though I know there's many ups and downs in life . �� Still ! Have a prosperous and happy year ahead everyone !
To end of with this boring post , I'll post pictures of my dragon year ! Hehehe .

P/s , I'll add captions when I'm using the computer next time because i'm using my phone to blog ! For now , bear with it and enjoy the photos ! :)

Till then ! :)

maggie(4th sister) & my mum in the capark

ryan cousin showing this face while gambling!

this picture sums up my entire cny in thumbnails arrangement:D

jermyn cousin showing the "YESYESYES" face because he won money while playing in between.

mummy 's chanel .

first half of the hampers in my parents office , mad alot.

yeah,chicken soup on the first day of new year !

our last 2 yusheng for this cny!

me and my dad's company lorry! :D hehehe.

last day of new year ,15th with my entire family !

my dad's table is spammed with our pictures when we were younger .

outfit for the day! :D

me and jazreel (3rd sister) with our birdnest that my first auntie gave us!:)

she's really nice! :D

my mum's twg tea inside this marina bay sands box that her friend bought for her:)

yeap,this are my beloved sisters .

in position , maggie(4th), june(1st), joyce (2nd), jazreel (3rd) , me (5th!)

the yusheng that my dajie bought for us on the first day of new year:)

random filter of this building (my house carpark!)

while on the way to buy another yusheng but sold out.):

last day of new year the 15th , steamboat!:)

my dad's yearly creation 1 !

he always spend his entire newyear eve doing this sort of things ,

because he love to do flower arranging.

maggie with her bird nest ! (y)

me doing the "yay" pose outside my parent's factory!

money plant that my mummy bought for this new year!

its still growing well!:) hehehe.

noodles that my first auntie cooked on the first day of new year when visiting her family:)

the brothers ! jermyn , glenn , julius.

the dragons. russell and my sister , russell showing the "OMG face" hahahaha.

cause he kept losing money and he cannot accept it. lol.

finally ,NIAN GAO!!:)

shabu shabu and don't know what.

mum's twg tea, smelling so good! a combination of black tea & green tea.

another shot of the dragon on the box :)

maggie with my nieces , yixin & yi ting.

yi ting looks exactly like her when she was younger!

abalones on the last day of new year , yeah!

"yi pin guo" on the first day and last day of newyear.

my dad's 2nd yearly creation . heartshaped marbles.

close up on the yusheng for the last day of new year that my auntie prepared!

my dajie with her popiah that my auntie made and mum rolled. :D

ohhhhh ,favourite! pistachio nuts! :D

abaloney at yixiang(kawan) house! :)

my sister in her outfit for the day.

julius (cousin) playing the ipad.

close up shot on the yusheng my dajie buy for us :)

steamboat at kawan's house the other day! omnomnom!

my cousin , glenn while gambling leading his 2 brothers beside him :D

my cousin's daughter , trinity :)

nails for cny!

me and jazreel showing stupid faces , hahaha

my dad's yearly creation number 3!:)

brother-in-law gobbling up his food like somebody gonna snatch from him. HAHAHA.

heels for day one of cny! :)

my sanjie's one actually ! but she couldn't fit in them so she gave it to me.

xie xie ! & this are killer heels. ok, not really.

my uncles watching tv while we were preparing steamboat on the last day of newyear!

another close shot of my aunt's yusheng !

cheese tofu.

fish balls & meat balls! :D

my cousin , waiting for me at the bus stop so i secretly took this picture.

& he realised :(

2nd half of the hampers in my parents office!

cny goodies at home!

brother - in - law trying to be funny.

abalone that my first uncle prepared for us:)

is time to lou hei on the last day of new year! YAY! our dessert :/ hahaha.

me and my momma!

30++ worth of sashimi that my uncle bought for us! nomnom!

preparing to lou hei!

my sanjie and yi xin !

yi xin really look like her when my sister was younger .

my grandmother :)

cousin ryan ,againnn.

SUKIYA! nom nom!

my sister maggie , in her outfit for the day!

last but not least , what's newyear without gambling!

so tadahhhh! :D

p/s , i've finally add captions in my photo !

all photos were taken using my iphone! :)

i'll blog about my cny eve if i have the time!!

till then! :D

something that never fails to make me happy .

2012-02-06T00:28:00.000-08:00

it's been a long while since i have blogged . Sometimes i really miss blogging eventhough i know nobody's reading but i really love to blog because whenever i look back at the archives , i'll smile and laugh at myself for all the silly things that i have done :)

Time really flies, it's already 2012 ,the second month of the new year and it's time for me to settle into a new school, make new friends and adapting into a new environment. I honestly don't like to be in a new environment but i have to learn to adapt to it sooner or later. 2011 was great , although studying seems to be very tiring and tedious at times but i still appreciate whatever that happen in 2011. Time can never be rewind so learn to love the people around you .

something that never fails to make me happy is button , my sister's friend dog. Button is a maltese and his really cute ! his like a happy pill to me , whenever when someone comes back home , he would run to the door and welcome the person home. He recognizes my house eventhough he stayed here for only a short period of time. Everytime when i borrow him , i'll never want to give back to his owner. But then again , he have to leave to go back home sooner or later because dogs also would miss their homes. His a really active dog and he would always want me/ my family members to pat him/play with him when his awake. Button is so cute that he always flood my phone, yes ikr , wtf ! But seriously, how to tahan such a cute dog? People always say , Dogs are human's bestfriend which i truly agree. Sometimes i wished i had my own dog to love and takecare of but i know its not going to be easy because its a long term relationship with the dog. Also , if anything happens to the dog, our hearts is going to ache because then you realise how much happiness and joy can a dog bring you .

last but not least , I miss you Button ! ):

collage of button , look how cute and cheerful he is! :)

Button at my dajie house , his bed look so cosy with the mr bean bear that his owner bought for him !

Me & Button! His my happy pill!

i need to find a job to kill time. $_$

i need to find the time to transfer out all the photos from my iphone!

later is the last day of chinese new year and i can't wait for the reunion dinner once again! :) yay!! :D enough of snacking for the past 14 days !! :) it's time to wait for the next new year after later! ohyes, im meeting peiyi and charlotte for breakfast later,so i should go sleep soon!

till we meet again!

something that never fails to make me happy .

2012-02-05T08:35:00.000-08:00

last but not least , I miss you Button ! ):

collage of button , look how cute and cheerful he is! :)

Button at my dajie house , his bed look so cosy with the mr bean bear that his owner bought for him !

Me & Button! His my happy pill!

i need to find a job to kill time. $_$

i need to find the time to transfer out all the photos from my iphone!

till we meet again!

2011-10-03T11:56:00.001-07:00

Hoping for the best everyday that all things would go smoothly 

Last day of September .

2011-09-30T03:07:00.001-07:00

It's 6pm now . Time pass so fast , Kawan and  is at my house now . Cooked pasta , mushroom soup and wedges for lunch .  slack the entire day away. I should feel very guilty , yes I am. I'll study at night after dinner with mummy and sister . (: im feeling very sleepy , I just wanna sleep and do nothing . Everyday , my mind is only stuck with Olevels which makes me feel so pressurized .
Change my  cover again , melody again (: bought that cover pretty long ago when  was still using 3GS . Need to bring my galaxy s for servicing soon before the warranty ends . Yawns ~.~
Endure , everything is gonna be over soon , in a blink of an eye .
Can't wait to work and be filled with $ again ! Anw,
I'm going newyork this year for holiday with my two sisters and brother in law . Yay and nay . 

29th of September .

2011-09-29T04:50:00.001-07:00

I'm finally home after a long day in school (: i just realised thatI can't stand hanging out with friends or whoever after school till late anymore because I'll feel so tired after that . Is it because im getting old or what ? 

Went to sakae sushi with my sister's friend (nad) , sister and Peiyi just now ! (:  ! Didn't eat till my stomach feels like its gonna burst , thank God .
After that , standard (!) head down to daiso ! Peiyi bought so much "boxes" to repack her cosmetics , stationary and accessories while I spend about 4 dollars there ! The previous trip to daiso , I spend about 12 dollars for a book , for a scrapbook looking things and letter paper !
Today I went there to buy blackhead remover for p since Peiyi said alot of people is using it and its daiso hot selling item  and bought for my sister a whipped cream dispenser . ! I love daiso because they sell everything and there are so many cute looking things which is probably useless because I won't use it .
Alright , time to shower and study . Hope I won't fall asleep because im feeling very very sleepy right now ! ): I hate school , I'm like dragging my feet to school everyday ): Im not looking forward to school tomorrow though is a short day . But I'll keep telling myself that time will pass very fast since art is one hour and Maths is just doing mock paper ! Okay ! Ready get set go !

Sister did well for her exams again and I'm proud of her ! Keep working hard ! I will too ! 

It's been so long .

2011-09-28T08:38:00.001-07:00

Ohayo !
this is my first post in year 2011 eventhough more than half a year have just gone by in a blink of an eye .
This year have been a crazy year for me where I have to try and cope with my studies due to my Olevels . Ohwell , I can't wait for o levels to end where I could do anything I want . Guess I'll try to make it a habit to blog everyday about my daily life and summarize my day. 26 more days to o levels which means I'm left with 26 days to study and try to absorb much as i can. Anw, I can't wait for the day I graduate which is on the 14th october . ^-^
Ahh alright , back to studying . My post is bullshit . But I like it this way k . I miss you button. I'm always missing you . ):
His so cute , no words can describe how much I miss or love him. Seeyou again soon , button. I'll bring you to grooming and buy you dry treats when you are back to my house .
* ps , One Fullerton is a pretty place (: I didn't expect Singapore to be so beautiful. #Proudtobeasingaporean !

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me .

2010-06-03T16:04:00.000-07:00

Hehehehe , grandma cooked me my favourite yellow rice for dinner today ! I'm like the happiest girl ever <; world's best yellow rice ever , ! (inserts manymany hearts*!)
I wanna eat popeyes biscuit , bandito pocket (I just ate eat like yesterday?) , macdonald fries , subway , ikea hotdogs , Ikea meatballs , ikea curry chicken , tako pachi , Tori q , sashimi , korean BBQ and side dishes , Ben and Jerry's banana split , Thai tomyum soup , phat Thai , balacan kangkong , red grouper , green curry , pineapple rice , billy bombers cookies and cream milk shake ! , mac flurry , the soup spoon sandwich , laksa , Frolick , jco yoghurt , Yami yoghurt , Chicken pies , dodo fishballs , bak kut teh , yong tau Fu ,ah ma tomyum chicken/pork , ah ma sliced Ginger pork ! , ah ma muah chee , sister obentos , Jasper pastas , pancakes , muffin from macdonalds , maple syrup , coconut juice , chicken wings , orh jian , stingray , bah chor mee , Royce dark chocolate , kit kats , chicken rice from boon tong kee , tempura , sashimi salad , sprite , Indian rojak , prata , yu kee duck rice , cereal prawns, ban mian from airport , nasilemak from airport , double sliced fish soup with milk from tampines one , and the list just go on and on ! :D
whatever it is , imma happy girl today because of yellow rice ! Nobody can pull my mood down alrightz :) I love my grandmaaaaaa !
I'm too happy to even blog :) hahahhaha !
Imma also excited to see my little monster , it's been so long !
art tommorrow without mr rahim , :( sad , I'm not happy '! I need him to help me :( ! Nevertheless, I'm still very excited for art tomorrow ! Somehow I'm falling in love with art more and more each day ! Even though I got to hear mr gopal's nag at times :) I still love art very very much , :D
im going to take picture of the yellow rice later , :) hurhur !
Okok ! Zai jian :B
*this is a food post ? :O

2010-05-31T00:46:00.000-07:00

There's art lessons later , and I'm going to be wearing clothes that looks rather sloppy which is the school pe tee and shorts ^-^
Feeling kinda lazy this few days when it comes to dressing up :(
yesterday was rather a nice Sunday <:
(1)visited grandpa at the nursing home , and he look rather different :( he kept dozing off even when his eating or drinking :( I hope everything's alright :D I made him coffee ! It's made with love coffee ;) but of course grandma's coffee for him is the best:)
going to visit him again at the nursing home tomorrow to see him do his pysiotherapy(sp) , that's his first session ! Going there to look around so I'm able to takecare of him in future and know what to do :) teehee :D
(2)I packed my room ! Is cleanerrrr than before ! (Y) :D
(3)ate Thai food for dinner ! 4 person for 44 dollars, quality time with sissyssss (L)
(4)had minor car accident when driving to expo to check things out , glad everything was alright even though we had a shocked ! :( I dislike car accidents ;( nobody likes them , unless you're sick in the minded ;x
(5)going taka later with 大姐 ! Wheeee ! :)
(6)gonna have tuition later too ;)
(7)breakfast with bitch before going or art ;D without siti and tingying ;(
(8)quality time later with mr rahim , xoxo ?
Okay , I don't know what to post anymore :(
all the best to beloved tingying , eunice , siti , Sean , wanling , Joleen and whoever I know for later mt paper :)
and to sissy , qad , gangster , ah long , all the best as well !
加油! :D (Lin jun Jie ftw ! )
it's 1am now , time to sleep !
Imma going to take this one month holiday seriously ! Realllllyyyy.
I love you , paper zebra rainbow !

2010-05-25T15:14:00.000-07:00

never be broken apart ,

last time i touched this blog was on 2 april 2010 :O thats long .

anyhoo , changed my password for blogger , twitter , plurk , pixnet and msn! :D

"better to be safe than sorry" isnt it ? :)

was using my handphone just now , and was looking through my archives in this blog .

seems like i have really left alot of memories in this blog of mine , with 300+ posts since i was in primary six.

(im random , i know, i love my blog since i was in primary six , four years of loving this blog already , still counting :D )

i'll never delete this blog of mine, no matter what happens , unless blogger close down , obviously i'll be sad .

keeping a blog is like keeping a diary , soooooooooooo this is my online diary :B

p just texted me and told me that he got 18/20 for his quiz (Y) for him . thumbs up ^-^

sports day just now was totally boring , it feels like my time is wasted there .

went there to sit , eat , chat , slack and gain some weight? plus seeing people run while we pigs just sit there and eat .

also going there just to gain some vitamin d and perspire and sitck with people , disgusting much , smelly , sweaty , YUCK and the bread they give tasted like some red bean bread ? :O

i never liked sporting events :'(

bleeeeblehhhblahhhbooo , ending right here , right nao :)

im bored and i dont know what to do . im suppose to be studying ! IM SUPPOSE TO BE STUDYING :/ rah , im bored to the extend that im going to read back all my old posts in my archives .

dear friends and family , i love you .

I MISS MY AH GONG SO MUCH ,ITS BEEN 4 DAYS SINCE I LAST SAW HIM! time to visit him again , :) ah gong ah gong , loveloveyou.

love my grandma as much as well :D hehehe ,

direct message by : @hazeloveuzxc

ooooooooooooh , i just realised yesterday was a special day :)

24th may , zhimei monthsary ! 1 year 2 months (Y)

i also realised that i dislike having / typing sad posts in my blog . being happy is good isn't it :) maybe someday , when im really down , i should blog and let everything out . but when will that day be . i love to be happy , staying cheerful . don't you ? :)

all the best to sean , eunice , tingying , siti and everybody whose taking O'level MT on monday!

JIAYOU :D GOGOGO (L)

p/s im gonna edit my calendar in my blog , all those memories with chosen1 , hap and more i'll never forget :)

"9 october 2009
-JIEMEI MENS(:
-♥one monthsary<3
22 january 2009
-♥HAPP:D
4 january 2009
-one month with chosen1(:
2 december 2009
-♥HAPPY 3YEAR HAVERSTER:DD"

imy little stinky fellow!;D

2010-04-03T02:08:00.000-07:00

time for alittle revival :D

school has been real shitty this few days ,

waking up every morning , heart filled with reluctance :(

lesson after another , boring much :/ ohwell , endure! got to endure and fight till the end ,

n's not far anymore, just a few more months and yes national exams :(

4-5 more weeks to prelim 1 . scareddddddddd.

i dont want to turn 16 ,because it also means , prelim 1 is drawing nearer,

time to start studying and stop sleeping .

i love sleeping , i can't resist from sleeping . currently uploading pictures into computer/facebook:) if not its gonna just rott inside the camera , :D

sean/bi brought me to town just now! :B its been so long~

had so much fun talking nonsense , and shopping , cant wait to go out with him again , heh! :D

alright , i've nothing to update actually .

just to keep this going and alive :) ilovemyblog(s) :D:D

http://haze-l.blogspot.com ! :D

ilovemy house cameras too because, the pictures just look so AWESOME ! :D LOVE :)

baiiiiiii , time to uploaddd piccies in facebook ,

happy 7th in advance :D xoxo ;

muahahaha , you fell for my april's fool joke twice , heehee , ifeelhappy:)

p/s . you're such a b . . . . ! :D

2010-02-26T19:09:00.000-08:00

pretty much ;) i wish my life was as colourful :B is turning b&w .

what exactly are friends?
1.A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
2.person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
3.A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
4.One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement .

maths test on tuesday , cant wait for arty on wednesday once again , and imma going for guitar on monday , pe! ^-^ im learning to love pe ,because mr lian is a nice and friendly teacher :)
idw blog much ,
just to keep my blog a little alive and leaving more memories, im here blogging .
feel like shifting to somewhere else like xanga, onsugar,tumblr,livejournal,wordpress? , or lock it . since no one is reading eitherr :B
and im blogging because i love blogging and i want memories in my life .
:)

2010-02-03T00:36:00.000-08:00

what have i been doing during this 4 weeks of school ?

during school hours and after school ?

i did nothing at all , especially after the school hours excluding all the tuition sessions .

january has passed already , february is here.

am i going to be the same like how i am during the 4 weeks when i just returned to school?

or am i going to start moving ?

i need to start moving , im lagging behind too too far ! :'(

alrightyz , off to bed now :> its late day tomorrow!

*i did nothing for art , i deserve every scolding from mr gopal later .

ps ,

happy belated birthday mummy ! :)

happy belated birthday jiexin ! :D

happy early birthday jazreeltanmx ! :)

happy early birthday russell :D

happy early first monthsary to racheldear! :)

happy belated 4 months to honey :)

happy belated 13 months to STEADLOVES!

and happy early 5 months to BYBY!

hehehehehe , and all the febuary babies ! ^-^

i can't wait for chinese new year !

ang powwwwwwwwww ,boom boom pow! :D

and mandarin oranges (L) , and lalaa , and sister 21st birthday .

i need and i hope i can post on the 17th febuary for my beloved sister on her 21st birthday!

baiiiiz ! :D

2010-01-17T19:07:00.000-08:00

It's been so long since I last touched my blog , it's time for a little revival :)
I'm blogging now its also because , I want to leave more memories in this little blog of mine <: I don't mind if nobody reads my blog because I'm blogging for fun and just felt like leaving more memories is my life , now that I hardly touches the computer , I also won't have the time to blog much often (: but of course , I'll find the time to blog if I feel like it :) at times, I blogger because I have a reason behind it :O
(ps ,I actually don't know what I'm typing here :x so this is a little revival to revive my dead blog here (!)

Now that it's a new year , it's a new fresh start for me . It's 2010 ! I'm no longer a secondary 3 girl , I grow a year older now , being a secondary 4 girl now also means I have more things to go through and overcome <: this year's challenge for me is the n levels (: although I didn't start the year right , I'm sure I'll still make 2010 a good year for me . I'm a girl with big visions now , I want to do well and to back to sec 5 and bring home a olevel cert (:
Probably I'm thinking too much /: but I'm really going to work extra hard for this year and make all the impossible to possible !
Second week of school was rather screwed , thanks to somebody (I'm not going to name any names, but please don't ever let me find out you are the one who did it . Just let it be us thinking alot instead ) Im not going to bear any grudges towards anybody (:
My freedom has been restricted , is it a good or bad thing ? I wonder .
Alright I guess enough of my rants (: shall really sit down on the computer and blog properly one day (:
Using the itouch now ): having difficulties .
Currently waiting for dad to pick me and sister for the avatar 3d movie <;
Off to prepare (: tomorrow is going to be the third week if school , I really hope is going to be a better week for me .
Art is stressing me out , )))))))):
I love everybody especially those who went through thick and thin together with me duringvthe second week of school ! Study hard (: love you girls :D
Takecareee and zai jian ! Avatar 3d here I come , I want go shopping too ):

2009-12-04T04:33:00.000-08:00

MAISY AND DAISY ! :D

untill now , i dont know how to pronounce the word "maisy" properly.

saying maisy and daisy at the same time gives tongue twister :'(

had a great laugh, while saying the word maisy and daisy with a pig :)

its always fun being together with the crazy threes(:

i wantttttt a pinic with the crazy three plus sister,jasp! :D

its gonna be so so so uber fun :)

cycling later ! excited to the max :D

need to wake up at 11AM :( and its reaching er close to 5AM by the time i off the laptop?:(

cause i need to do something meaningful to sum-bor-deee.

its 4:20AM now , and my dearest sister told me she finished up her noodles in 4 minutes!!

happy to meet rachel,clare,kailing,eunice,jocelyn the other day! :D

it was only a 2hour plus of slacking,had fun though! ^_^

im owe-ing tingying,sean,eunice and clare dates . ooooohh , not to forget i want picnic , and christmas rocks! :) gonna have a packed december and fun filled one i hope! :D before returning back to school :D

alrights,i shall blog another day :D

boss,if you see this,

i wanna say,it has been geeez days since i last talked to you!hope you are doing fine!

do takecare alrights:)

anything,any problem or blahblah can just text me!:D smile!:)

and talk to you sooooooooon!

BYE :D

(im happy because i've never REALLY touch my tuition homework before , i meant seriously putting my heart and soul in doing it , finally I DID IT ! ) yay .

p/s my fishes keep dying in fishville, my money is flying away , im sad :(

2009-12-01T02:25:00.000-08:00

this is gonna be my 300th post! :D

just realised its been so long since i last blogged ;(

my blog is decomposing , i can see mushrooms lying all around :V

tuition starts later , 01 december 2009 :O

the feeling is so weird . but im gonna endure and bear with everything :D

i wanna progress ,plus im going to start on my N level art soon , got to get drawing block and start work soon ,haven't started checking on elearn ,and yes ,i heard we have many assignments that we got to complete.

plus i just remembered i got ..

english comprehension and blah as holiday assignment.

maths is other school eoy test paper :O

teachers just want practices ..

cause ,

practice makes perfect! yay .

me want to meet you,you,you,you,you and you .thats it :D

holidays has been real shingz and boomz for the past 3 weeks or so i guess?

but more on the boomz side, it has been fun .

a few random things to add.

1.somebody is sleeping like a pig now :/ and yes that somebody is a real pig :/ and that somebody is a liar , hmph . png zhirong you are that somebody ! saw that ?

2.i (L) eunice stead luvs, hoholicious .

3.glad to bump into cherylbaby outside the toilet cubical! :) im happy to see that you're doing well girl! jiayou in working alrights?(: hopefully can bump into you more often :D HEHS.

4.im afraid of seoul garden now.cause i ate twice this holiday! :'(

5.buffet is scaring me out , okay not really but still YES._.

6.im gonna meet sean later at tamp1 to settle some stuff , its been so long since i last saw him :O

7.jiayou to kawan who is working @ lacoste now :)

8.goodnight worldzx.i'll blog another day .

9.seeeyou later lovely to those whom im meeting ,which im not sure about now.

10.BYE ! :D

only 3 weeks + of holidays has passed, but it seems so long , plus it also feels like ending.

my feelings are so damn weird.right,

its 2.13AM , 01 december 2009 !:)

so long since i last touched my blog , it have been months , so yeah , i'll update more often!:D

last but not least,

happy 15th birthday joleneeee :D

and ,

not to forget happy early birthday sean,tingying,ariellna,edward,rudy and all the december babies ! :)

i can't wait for christmas , gooddd foood again!

29 more days to er er er 1st year together with stead!

9 more days to pig's! :D

omg,i rant so much ,alrights ,byebye , nights.

hello to rachel,huiying(valarie,SMALL MARIA,kailing(darling),clare if you are seeing this right now!

2009-10-31T01:32:00.000-07:00

i miss my princess.

im blogging cause i think there is a need for me to update ALL my dead links :D

+ feel like blogging :P

promoted to sec 4(NA) next year!^^

im going to work super hard to do well for my "N" levels.

me want to proceed on to sec 5 !

and yayness to baby and girlf,the promoted as well! the whole class promoted.YAY!:)

must jiayou already! :D

anyway,

art topic has already been out,but not official yet as we don't have art lessons with mr gopal recently.decided to choose "floral" or something.using the theme "floral" to do batik!:D

both my batik and papercut are lousy,but i guess i'm going to try batik instead of papercut(:

eventhough i know both papercut and batik end product is going to be good!:D

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have been going out alot recently,i guess for the whole entire week i went out after school?:O

time mostly spend was together with stead,bi,baby,babyd:) girlf always pangseh,go home.do mmv,watch drama and manymore!HORHOR!haha.today is halloween!treats or trick?(: on a random note,girlf is obessesed with jiro wang and halloweeen.crazy manzzzzzxczxz.

monday,

I went out with EUNICE,CHERYL,KAILING,RACHEL,JOCELYN!:D

rachel&jocelyn super funnnyyyyyy.if im not wrong,this was the day we went recess together too! super fun ^^ talk alot of nonsense!whee:)

ate jco yogurt! :D so loved,me love yogurt.

tuesday,

went out with EUNICE,CHERYL,SEAN!;D

tuesday was frolick one for one! :D YOGURT (L) !

then,

went to babyd house for two days straight!wednesday and thursday(: had lots of fun with stupid small maria,stead and babyd.

small maria is super to the max naughty.WOAH:@

i took her "blueberry" and hide inside the cupboard.HAHAHA.her reaction was super to the max funny!:X stead failed hiding 3 of her toys.end up got caught by small maria!

babyd "cooked" cupnoodles for me.while small maria "cooked" for stead!:X

babyd and small maria super to the max evil,GOODNESS!D: they didn't want to let me off ): so i knocked my head at the bed there and there's a baluku now.ROAR D:

after that their bro came home with fren and we continued playing like idiots :X

i miss "bei bei" now! D: haha.

me and stead promised small maria that we will bring her out soon! :)

and i just realised,i met babyd,for the whole entire week as well.

went to airport today.slacked at popeyes,coffeebean,blahblahblah.

bought babyd mars dark chocolate from candy empire:D

homed,talk to stead and small maria on the phone (:

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me talking to boss now,me miss him!SO LONG NEVER TALK LIAO D:

will be working together with stead and baby if there's vacancy! :D

WHEEEE :)

will be going out to watch king of pop movie later/tomorrow!

and going family gathering alone,D: super suck,but whatever :D i'm just going there for my dinner and giving some face.laughs.

mummy gave me money too.love her much much.

me is going to get a new camera,school shoes,face doctor,haircut,clothes,school bag!

the adidas bag i want cost $89,zomg.

the sony camera cost $650.(I MISS MY PRINCESS!!!!!!!)

schoolshoes cost around $40-$50.

hair cut blahblah,i dont know :D

plus i want to play badminton and study during holidays!

i want to go SHOPPING D;

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after sist and kawan's o level is over.we will be going to night safari.me waiting for that day to come!ahhh.ahhh.ahhh.ahhh.ahhh.but when their o level is over,i still have one prep programme ): sobbbbb.but i can't wait to see those night animals there!plus during the holidays,there are 6 guitar practices as well too.zomfg,sian.but its till november ends.sian diao lah.time flies,no fear.haha.

alrights,me have nothing to blog anymore :S me need to sleep.me need to pack house before leaving the house for movie.me misses small maria and stead.me wants to go out with them.

me wants to go out with baby&girlf too!:D

plus last but not least,takecare boss! :)

HAPPY (BELATED) TENTH MONTHSARY TO TAN SHI HUI EUNICE,STEAD ALWAYS!(L)

& congratulations in promoting to sec 4 express,jiayou for your O's! much loves!me will always support you through your academics,love life and whatsoever.lovelovelovelovelove you!xoxo ;

i love you like how i always do.

2009-10-22T01:01:00.000-07:00

i don't want to get "RETAINED" !!!

)))))))):

current mood : scared,irritated,worried,upset and moodless.

anywayzxcxz,life has been good now this days ^^

kailing darling, must taakecare alrights?(: anything can come to me.me will always be here for you,as promised! :D and like i always do.loveees!

meluvyou,you(nice) steady and c(l)are hunneyzxc:D

alrights,shall post some other day.

baiiiiiiiiii :D

*goshhhhhhhhh,me hate myself i cause so many people to be sad because something is pulling me down that makes me feel moodless.crap me.slaps myself hard to wake myself up* grr .

and i just realised it has been one month since i last postedddddddd.

my dearest doggie going to turn 7th month old! (: and me and honey going to be one month! (:

me and stead , 10 monthsary! :D time flies.

today is the ... 42th day :D

luv always :)

2009-09-26T02:30:00.000-07:00

happy [belated] 6th monthsary my dearest doggie(:

i nearly lost you and i found you back again.

phew.

love you always,doggie! you are half a year old le.

eoy(s) coming,time to mug and jiayou le.shall not elaborate much:X

my weeek is well spent this time,thankfully(:

causeee i wannaaa catch up my beautyyy sleeepzxcsx and blog in my th other blog.

hehehehehehe.

nightts everybodyaee.

me miss you,clare hottie.

clare clare (:

eventhough i've only known you recently but i can say you are nice and you are load with rubbish!me wants to crap with you soon just like how i got suspended th other day with eunice!hehs.laughing and talking nonsensical stuffs!funfunfun!and please ah,study hard and stay strong where-ever you are.aku know clare is strong,as strong as the wind&!i'll be willing to be your listening ear(: anything,come to me!:D we are suppose to graduate together and get cert together de!takecare tooos alrights (: and i guess you get well le bah?if you haven't,get well alrights{: smileeeeees always k?and luvs.CHEEEERUP HOTTTIEEE!(L)

oh,plus,

me miss you,kailing curry loves.

me luv you dear,baby,bi,stead,girlf,ohana and blahhh.

nights&byeee.

shall blog again soooon!

out with family later,excited is me.me is excited(:

time,past faster D:

p/s i want it to be slower too cause i want th time to study D:

but for some reason,i want it to be faster!

happy early birthday jonathan liao zhi en! (((:

jiayous and hopefully you can fufill the biggest present!pass your english!

you can do it de tao eh! (:

jiayouuu,"once my tao eh,always my tao eh".

luvs.

2009-09-17T02:48:00.000-07:00

I'm going to study hard and do well for this upcoming eoys!
Let everythig be over and done with!(: and with God around all things are possible and everything is going to be alright xD jiayou for your eoy pppppeeeeppppooooeeee! English and two other subjects!five subjects below nineteennnnn points!I can do it(: if he or she can do it so can I (:

and dearesttt,have fun working as waiterrr,haha.feel like going there disiao youuu [: but surely no chance de lo ): remember to takecare as well okayzxzc.lucky Is no longer your nightjob or I'll be sad la x.x I still want to talk to you de okayzxczx.
Me is now using sissy itouch to blog x.x one word by one word,its going to take forever D:

And bi,when exams finish we must go out more often and go shoppppinggggg!clothes clothes clothes x) hahaha.study hard for eoy esp you bio xD you can do it de,jiayous.and thanks for being a great listener all this while.winks*meluvyouu.

Babbbbbyyyy(:
Study hard for this eoy and get promoted together okay?you can do it de.is whether you want or don't want.hazel believe you can do ittt :D
And I promise when you need me,I will always be by your side and thanks for every thing babyyy.meluvyouuu.

Yoooooo stead({:
Sorry for everything that have happened.hopefully history doesn't repeat itself once more.haha,we must not let it happen again and let our de be as strong as it used to be (: ty for everything as well although I just realized we don't share as much things as before.and let's mend back those drift that happened the previous weeeks.jiayou in your studies and loveelife(: meluvyou as much as last timeeezxcs(:

Keriennnn dumbass curry bigbully darlinggg Sist!
study hard ah.aza azA fightingggggg.
And happy eleven monthsary together with Mavin(: last long.
Thankyou for everything too(: we must go out more often den can share thingggsXc.
Loveyouuh lahhhhh kehhhhxX,haha.

Girlf(:
Since everything has happened.I think we should let bygones be bygones instead.
it just feel so funny that we are just sitting beside each other but we don't talk x.x
Forgive and forget about everything will be the best solution.(: hopefully all this does not happen again cause it will just hurt each other day by day.studyhard(: Anything that you don't know,you can ask me I'll be there for you(:
Jiayou alright,believe you can do it,luvyou(:

Lalalalala.
Is time to sleep,my neck is achingg ):
Goodnight peopleeeee:D
Ohhh and mayo boyyy,tell you a big secret okay?
Iloveyouuuu x)

2009-09-14T14:05:00.000-07:00

hi there!

you ruin my mood.you know who you are.dont act innocent anymore.

you cant be innocent forever.stop pretending nothing is happening.dont act like an angel infront of me and others.infront of me you can act like an angel,innocent and w/e.

behind me you know what you did,you know what you said,you know what things you added,you know what is the main motive of all your stupid nonsense,you know it yourself.

all i want you to know is,dont pretend any longer.

and stop talking behind other people's back and go on backstabbing,thanks(:

(i dont like people who spoils other people's f/s)

if you feel guilty,that person is you.you know who you are,i dont want to name any names.

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the choice is yours to who you believe,im not going to force you to believe me.but please know the two side of the story.its your choice,really.

i promised the two of you that when you need me,i'll always be there for you and love you guys as sisters/gan w.e(s),but ended up what happened?what did you two do behind my/our backs?

at the same time,please think how others feel before you do it.

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i found every single thing out by myself :)

i find it so stupid playing back to you people,im not going to be childish.

w/e it is,just changed.

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hopefully im living my life with no regrets,having you this people around me.

how silly am i to trust you people.

if you're next to backstab me,please think twice.

i know im not perfect,you aren't pefect either.

lesson learnt : do not judge a book by its cover.

lastly,thankyou dearest for being there for me,bi and baby toos ; meluvyou.

im going to love my dearest,ahgong bear,zhimei,sunshine till my very last breath .

i love kinderjoyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :D

another new toy!yeahhhhhszxzxzxc,thanks dearest!smileyyyyyyyyyyyyy^.^

2009-09-07T16:44:00.000-07:00

happy birthday,many loves.

it has been so long since i last blogged (!)

my blog is dead,haha.

anw,as promised,i'll blogged for the belated birthday girl and happenings of th day xD

have been going out with (L) this few times and that monkey made me wild ! haha:D

06/09/09 ( :

it's euniceeeeeeeeeeeee's steady birthday!

before meeting the bird-day girl,went to meet that silly (L)!

he spam me calls to wake up,stupiddddddd arse.dont want to let me sleep ): suchaaaa big bully.

i miss poking him right now now now now now! ahaha (:

stupid by suppose to sleep ended up calling me :@ angrys! :# go sleep now laaaaaa byby!tmr still got working leh,mariaaaaaaaaaaaa~

have been laughing through-out th nights together with that silly monkey and being his noisy random nonsense parrot :X

went to look for e's present,looked for it high and low,couldn't find anything nice ended up buying some chocoooooooolates :O

after that bus-ed down and went off to look for e e e e e e!

bought bubbletea,and that dumbdumb,dropped the bubble tea on the floor after 6 sips,zomg!hate him!HAHHAA.suckerrrrrrrrr bybyby!you owe me my chocolate milo:@

and before he left,we left holes and scratches on our hands thanks to all the linglinglonglong!>D:

next,solo date with bird-day girl!

bus-ed down to 200+ there to cut her extensions!now she is finally extension free!yippee.LOL.

on the way there,saw sean with his mummy and didi i guess .

after extensionnnnn went offfff to macs.e ate happy meal and i made her happy.haha.

ps,i had lots of fun with e and love!

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY,DEAREST TAN SHI HUI EUNICE(:

ps,belated :D

you are one year older now,lao ah ma (: finally th same age as me already,WHEEEHEE!

one year has passed,you can just click "september 2008" and rewind back th past and see everything all about you when you are at th age of 14.i suppose everything that i want to say can be found in "september 2008".every word that is written there im saying it back to you once more.every birthday,everybody says the same thing including me.but i want you to know,i will always be there for you when you need me.be your listening ear,nonsense,crapper and whatever you want me to be.i'm sorry about that "tj thing".i didnt mean to tell him anything,but seems like i can't keep anything away from you cause i'll feel worse.i know you are angry with me now,i can't do anything.all i can say is i'm sorry.and now that you are one year older,you got to be more mature alrights(: hope that you like the present i gave you.it may be only a pathetic file,but i put time and effort doing it.seeing you happy for a moment,i'm also happy(: jiayou in everything you do be it love,studies and whatsoever.i know you can do it because th hope i have in you is high(:

i never doubted your capabilities,i know eunice is a proooooooo and she can go farfar!:D:D

lastly,iloveyou. and i'll continue loving you for the next few years till forever .

im seeing you later but seems like i have no more face to see you?sorry & happy birthday.

sometimes i feel like an idiot :@

damn it,stupid me,knocks and bangs my head onto th wall*

wtf was i thinking right from th start.

im such a stupid girl.

i should just bang th wall and die la huh-.-

im so stupid,stupid is me.stupid me,stupid girl,stupid brainless shiat.

BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG!BANG TH WALL HARRRRRRRRRRRRD!*

i promise,im not going to do anything stupid anymore.im a tard-edddddddddddddd.damnzx.

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GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR,off to bathe and tuition.

pissed pissed pissed with myself-.-

i feel like sleeeeeeeping and washaway all this nonsense.damn it.

ARGHHHHH.

bye.

p.s happy birthday cousin,you are 12 today!small musician,clapppzx.

2009-08-23T01:48:00.000-07:00

hey you,(L) !

you better get well soon alrights?(:

whatever you have now,i got it before!no worries,you'll be alright soon.

i know how are you feeling,you need to be strong alright.

you are a strong boy ! get well get well ! and do study hard , do us proud xD

us = your family , bear , baby , yourself and me ! :X

drink more water,no going out and most importantly , have sufficient rest OKEHZXZ?(;

i love you plentyzxzxzx,heh .

hopefully i can see you soon too (:

dearest stead ,

sorry for doubting you all this while . but remember this,when you need me,i'll always be there for you.just leave me a call,miss call or a text,i'll return you back (: not only i'll be here for you,know that there are many people there for you as well(: promise me that,where-ever you go,you must stand up on your feet and be strong.study hard,make your family proud.even if you dont do well,i'll still be proud of you because i know you put in lots and lots of effort all this while.jiayou,you are half way there fighting through the very last lap.don't frown,if you frown,you wont be as pretty as before anymore :D always put that smile on your face alright.laugh like how you always do (: smile like there's no tomorrow . lastly , remember i love you the same always and forever . happy early 8th monthsary stead . you will always be my stead . i'll keep counting till we depart from one another . i love you many :D

i love shades,accessories,bags,clothes.they make me go HAHA & GAGA.

thanks mummy for everything,i love you much :D

* daddy says i never say i love him,now i tell him okay! " I LOVE YOU CHEN PAPA!"

& to my favourite 4 blood sisters , it has been so long since i tell you,i love you girls.

sisters,i love you all so much (:

stating the truth , mummy,daddy,jiejie(s) , you people brought me this far today.

making the smile on my face always even though im silently emo-ing and keeping things to myself.but remember,i'll always treasure and appreciate you people.i love all of you.

i need th time alone to think .

i feel so confused right now .

i thought by pampering myself would make me smile .

the smile works but it only lasted for seconds .

what am i suppose to do? who should i turn to?

i want to see th rainbow again,i want to mention the word "pretty" once more .

i miss th rainbow i saw recently .

i miss , i miss , i miss , i miss rainbows.

rainbows makes me smile .

i want to be as happy as i used to be like in the past .

give me the chance , will you ?

i hate emo-ing,i hate crying,i hate thinking so much,i hate being jealous easily,i hate being so sensitive,i hate keeping things to myself,i hate myself x.x

time to sleep,doctor later,cutting hair later and i want to do maths,hoho! :D

jiayou peiyi and jolene for opening flea later,may your business prosper and you me know you will earn lots of money!gambatttttttttte (:

tada :D

nighty mighty wighty (L) ! sleep early! <33

and nights people!

2009-08-21T00:27:00.000-07:00

school was as per usual,got academic detention yesterday.

have been having alot of discipline problems this week )x hopefully later dont have!touchwood*

the day before,alot of things happened

(going to get suspension,pink form and meet the principal)

after school send eunice go tuition,slacked with cheryl waited for sean.

lunched at kfc.they laughed at me like an idiot :O arse!mermaid :O

after that bus-ed down to (L) house,waited for him :X

met him,took bus we saw a rainbow together :D how pretttttttttttttttttty.

ahhh ahh ahh! (: how cool can it be seeing a rainbow with your love one? :B

(L) send me home,till the lift somemore xD

MLYSM (L) (L) !

seeyou soon! :D

dearest is going to turn 5th month!YAY!lovelovelove BABY MUCHMUCH!:D

p/s friendship ring is so loved :D

it has beeen so long since i last saw a rainbow :D lovelovelovelove yesterday much!

this is how much i loveyou!iloveyou so much .

2009-08-13T00:45:00.000-07:00

yoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh:D

it has been a long time since i last blogged :X

common tests are over and and and and im unsatisfied with my results ):

totally unsatisfied D': i deserve this kind of results though,didnt worked hard.

must start to jiayou and do well for eoy le :D passpasspass,promotepromote!DO WELL!:D

many things happened recently,not going to elaborate.

probably august isnt the month for me?idk.

all this are obstacles in life anw.fact accepted!(L)

to those who coloured my life,tyvm.i really appreciate you and love you (:

i love my dearest 2 c's,evilprofessor and zhi en very much!

nothing much to blog!:)

all i know is...im happy,very happy.

kawan,sister and by makes my day :D winks*

i'll never forget those pokes,snatching of pens and papers ): bullying me!commanding me like a dog ): flying kisses!xD

120809 always loved.

are you even worth my love,respect,trust?

2009-07-29T22:18:00.000-07:00

wahahaha(:

it has been so long since i last blogged!

me is looking forward to saturday! :D

im going to leave the house,yes!7days mc is going to pass soon ! (:

& im healed,wheeeeeeee-ooooo-whoooooooooooooooot .

& my karma for my plurk is increasing!yeah.

& i bought (L) from friendsforsale already! :D

hopefully nobody buys him away )):

& the shakerfries i ate today,is tasteless.why?D:

& me love my family manymanymanymanymany!

they took care of me while im sick,super sickkkkkk.especially sister(s)!

loveyou many tan mei qi maggie,si jie.and kawan.

i can eat the kinderjoy soon :D me is going to be joyful soon!wheeee.+ roses and strepsils!love!

oh,& my dearest turn four months old recently,me love you many doggie!(L) <3

me miss charlottetooshijia,tanshihuieunice,thamjunyipsean,ongshipingcheryl and moremore!

now,

off i am to study for my commontest on monday and tuesday! jiayou hazel:D me need to do wellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll,AZA AZA FIGHTING girl!:)

i know this is a very short post,idk what to post.sorry):

i lub chu naughtyboy.saturday?:X

2009-07-09T22:06:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY (L) !

(L),time for you to grow up and stop being childish le :D

you are finally 18.grats:) one year passed so fast eh.

hope you like the presents as much as i do! and hope you enjoyed your day(:

you did well for your presentation today as well!i is very proud of you,really.claps*

do takecare of yourself and may all your wishes come true x)

me love you :) nothing much to type to you because everything is already in your card & !

in the sms i send you :D muahaha.

ashiteru x)

school has been fun,especially during chinese lessons.

i really enjoy myself.chinese lessons seems like a relaxing session to me :)

english has been tough,real tough as well for the rest of the subjects.

bengsiang changed his name to "rosemary/lilly" :D

there's art tmr!im excited to carry on with our batik workshop!time to rush my batik design:)

i got no more time left! D:

got to do my group service learning powerpoint soon!if not,we will fail it which we are not suppose to fail!meow!:D

tadas :D

takecarezxz all!

for the past few days,every teared that drop is worth it.

2009-06-25T03:57:00.000-07:00

school is starting,x2 crap?omg.
i cut my fringe and i sorta regretted,cause is effing short which makes it looks like bangs.
which links to ... DOLL?):
i love simple plan and westlife songs(:
*even though i know its old:X but still their lyrics are all meaningful(:
and ohgosh,while im talking to boss,i made alot of typo(s) x.x
Siao became soap.
wash became watch.
kid became keep.
ear became year.
say became day.
cannot became canno.
story became toilet.
boss has been a great accompany all this while.his such a great story teller(: and he never fail to make me smile,somehow,somewhat:D and always give me that support that i needed while i quarrels with *.a great friend he is,isnt it?:D thankyou so much boss,kamsahamida!sadly,he arent mapling any longer.but boss,you will never forget me right?haha!well im going to quit soon as well.maple just makes me and * quarrel so much )x which made both of us suffer like 2 idiots.

anws,yesterday was my love 3rd monthsary(:
doggie,happy 3rd monthsary.ashiteru,sarangheyo,ti amo!
im going to continue counting how you are!xD
and i met my favourite bi to cut his hair,and cut mine too(!!)i hate the new hair cut O:
but i suppose,my hair is growing fast.hair faster grow,pretty please:D hairstylist there were friendly.should heed the guy stylist advice and not cut till that short): cause i thought my hair always grow fast so i just cut it short.meaning,i dun have to go around always to cut my damn fringe.but it seems like after the hair cut,it turned out to be...me,looking like a eeew-ky doll D: like what i said above Dx

bi,you are my bff forever (: you make me go high and go wild.and make me comb my own face D: hahaha!i can throw all my problems to you as well (x but please ah,bi,keep everything to yourself.tyvm:D is between you and me only okay.meow!(:

haaaaaaaaa,
i've checked what holiday assignments i have and my new timetable on elearn just now :)
so much to complete D:
-english assignment
-maths
-physics
-geography project
-service learning(omg,too late already,go back to school and get some scoldings instead)
-mdm kaya-3's maths work.
so dead x.x
im meeting bi later to complete my work :D hopefully,he can help me with what i dont know.especially my maths.cause my maths now super weak O: help me k,bi!:D but before i leave my house,i got to print everything.
new term,new chance for me to study hard and do well (: jiayou bah hazel :D
*stead!(inserts heart)
imissyou,ahahah!

im sorry that i have to make you suffer so much.
im sorry for everything that caused you to be sad.
but i still love you alot.
in fact,iloveyou deeper each day.
i really hate quarrelling with you D:
but if all the quarrels brought us closer,i wouldnt mind.
but *,i dont want to see you suffering alright.
je t'aime(:

iloveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyouuuuuuuuuu my dearest(:

2009-06-22T04:57:00.000-07:00

i had a blast at sister's 27th birthday btw(:

met bi last thursday and i must say,we really had a blast with one another (:
we ate late lunch and went for our starbucks.
we skipped dinner ):
talked crap,laughed,went high,acting dramatic,shared stuffs was cool ;D
even when we were in the train,we were still as high as ever.
camwhored with my pretty girl and she nearly went flat ):
pampered her with a screen protector :D
hahaha,whatever it is,
time just pass so fast.when we check our phone is already 8pm.
how fast can time fly,when you are having so much fun?:D
thankyou so much bi(: appreciate you!
im meeting you later too :D have to wake up or you are going to kill me and never let me off D:
bi,if the world's going to end.remember that i still love you manymany(: and obviously,(I) will celebrate your last birthday together with you even if is going to be a early one :D tyvm for everything.for helping me and allllllll :D heeeeeeeeeeee(:
holidays might be extending due to swineflu!(happy?)idk.
still got to do elearn,which i hate it x.x
just 16 more days to someone's birthday :D
another 2 weeks plus 2 days :O woah!growing old:O hahaha.
happy figuring out who is that someone:D
heeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeehaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaaaaahoooooooooooohooooooooooooo!
im missing so many people right now >D:
if only they were there right by my side now.i will be a happy girl.wouldn't i ?
but the person i miss most is not by my side now ): haiis.
i'll stay strong inside and outside no matter what :D
anw,out of the point :D:D
the point now is..

HAPPPPPPPPPPPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY JINHUI!:D
(vampstriker ; boss! )
eventhough i dont know you for long.but thanks for being there for me when im super down.that you tried to cheer me up:D haha.thanks x100000000!thanks for pei-ing me and making you not being able to maple Dx now,i feel so bad.but eh you,shouldnt get addicted to maple la you freak!hahaha!:D you 2 different kinds of freak le.one is maplefreak,another is i cant rmb!:D stm,as you said x.x heeeeeee.thanks for listening to my thoughts and you,shared yours!(: gave me a better understanding of life bah:D xie le!you are an awesome friend(: continue to keep rocking k!i will be there for you when you are down de.we must play fairfair.especially to my boss XD and of course thanks for training me in maple,you made me level up fastfast!(!) but now,i feel so noob ): cause i dont know where to train and all.but ahh,whatever.im quitting soon anws[: dun quit chanel,cause i will kill you xD and when i say i kill you,i mean it de hor.xP now that you are 16,you are able to watch nc 16 movies,and have legal sex le :O but i doubt you that pervertic right!AHAHHAA :D must stay pure and clean hor,you this chao ah beng!(:
xie le for everything.especially being there for me when i cried like an idiot x.x
and you actually bothered to hear me out,thanks alottttttttttttttttt!screams!* haha.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOSS!:D
may all your wishes come true,stay clean,stay pure,stay cool,stay handsome,stay cute,stay friendly,stay nice and blahblahblehboo more.and please ah,stay positive when you are down.must stay strong okay.let the past be the past le:D dont turn back.look forward!:D dont be finding nemo just like me hor.better be happy.take away your stupid "darkboii" pm!should be happyboy le leh(:
wadever it is,
happy birthday to you.happy birthday to you,happy birthday boss!happy birthday to you:D

happy belated birthday andy :D

you now same age as me le:D time to grow up!and jiayou in whatever you do (: nice knowing you!continue being a artfreakk just like me!artstudent rock the world.hahaha(: may all your wishes come true(:

♥ 我想跟你说我爱你 ; no matter how much you hurt me.

i still love you.and when i love you,i really mean it(:

i know every teared that drop is worth it :D

i know i broke alot of promises that i made to you that i dont even know how to mend it back.

still tyvm for everything,i love you for who you are.

time for me to go and sleep.

boss is rushing me :D but i still miss you so much ):

goodnights to everyone(: continue to enjoy your holidays :D

withloves;

2009-06-17T01:39:00.000-07:00

me hates mr lee.
me hates him for being a pea-brained.
me hates extra classes.
me hates going to school.
me hates being alone.
me hates chinese.
me hates people sabo-ing me.
me hates you forcing me to go.
me hates chinese words.
me hates hopping onto a crowded bus.
me hates the hot sun.
me hates banded classes.
me hates him for doing all this to me.
me hates every single thing.
argh.argh.argh.argh.argh.
you are so mean.i hate you big monster )x
you are such'a big bullllllllllllllly.
HATE is the word.
me is a sad and depressed girl now.
&you are insulting me indirectly.
the symbol just can't stop flowing )*^!@#$#*%(
i dont like to be look down upon.tyvm.
)':

just bring me to that little corner and let me cry my day off ):

im sorry for being so gl.im sorry for all the troubles i gave you.im sorry for everything,very sorry):

i dont want to trouble you any longer cause i know i have been an troublesome ass all this while.

&tyvm for everything (L)
maybe enduring was the word from the start?
wednesday is gonna be hell because of all this nonsense!MEOW D':
but,superboy(!) jiayou for your guitar practice:D gambatte!(L)
thursday,will be a better day i suppose?(:
sot-tham,you better make thursday a happy day for me.or i will be even more ):
i'll try to be happy and make later a happy day for me.
byeeeeeeeeeee :D

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TAN SHI HUI EUNICEEEEEEEE ; STEAD!:D
aku miss you!meeet up soon kehhhzxzxzx?(:
i miss your very "manly" voice as well.never call me D: liar,you are.
you got unlimited sms,dont know how to send me love smses isit?why must always be stead~2 dont like you anymore la!
hmphzxzx.
i dont care whether if im in school uniform anot.i just wanna see your pretty face,dearest!
miss those days where we went bonkers together,really.
you make my world go round and round!:D
and you are the chiobu la.dont blame me for scolding you cb :O
cause everything you said is rubbish mah :X hahaha.
okay la,hope to see you reall soon!
iloveeeeeeyou pretty girl(:
me love * as well :D :D

iloveyou,yes i do.

2009-06-14T04:06:00.000-07:00

probably,i'm the happiest girl now(:

eventhou,it fair was such a crowd and it was a bomb!D:

there were really manymanymany people!which makes me feel like blowing up >D:

but,

i is still very happy!

waited for my dream camera for the past few it fairs.

and finally,

i got it :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

sony t90 pink camera!(:
thankyou so much mummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmyyyyyyyyyy!

i(L)you!

ps,i still want my unlimited sms D: shall not be greedy,one thing at a time (:

i've made a agreement with my pinky camera!only * knows it.hahaha.

and i bet he feels that im freaking retarded :O lalala!

im glad and happy that superboy(!) came back safely(: happyyyyyyyyyyyy to the max x100000000000!

when he was away,i missed him super alot.so i decided to spam him randomly:X

told him not to reply,but he still replied some of my sms!so nice of him eh,(L)!

onedegreefifteen and sentosa was fun.

after so long,i finally stepped into sentosa again.

i guess the last time i stepped there was when im in p5?

camwhore-d like nobody business!with 2 dslr cameras!the bicycle rental uncle thought we were there to take photos :O

but actually we were just there to explore around,play,smile and have fun.

& when im there, i saw lambo + ferrari.whoooooooo!pretttyaee(:

i wont mind going there again!even though i had a hard time sleeping there.

overall was enjoyable!makes me feel like im in another country.hahaha.

and i tried to be funny by texting superboy(!) and say,i is in another country now!

cant remember what reply he gave me :X

when it was time to leave,everybody just knocked out on the bed.while me,on the floor hugging my dogggg :X and superboy(!) knows my deepest secret :D smirks*

reached home,slept and did nothinggggggg!

yuanhe thought 1degreefifteen was a game.how cute[: misshim so much!

&most likely,after i wake up,i'll be spending time with my maths homework and revision!

i've no more time.im scared of mdm kaya-tree.

and if possible,hope im able to go out with twin on thursday while stead on idk what day.

haha!(:

definetly going to have alot of fun again.this holidays has been really crazy{:

going to celebrate sister's birthday at raffle's later!(:

happy birthday june-san!:D

(continue to be a loving teacher to all your students!gambatte and dont stress yourself out while teaching them.must fight on till the end,sister!jiayou(: plus,faster get married:O we are waiting for you to get married!:D heeeeeeh.you have been an awesome sister all this while,thankyou for every single thing.cant thankyou enough!remember,you got to enjoy your big birthday "little kid"!you are growing older but sister,you are still acting like a small kid!:D small kid equals to cute!you is cute,june san.happy birthday and may all your dreams plus wishes come true!stop being a drama crazyyyyyyyyy ): you dao-ed us when we gave you your "coupon" to your present.how bad D: haha.but nevermind,me still love you!)

loveyou so much DAJIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!(L)

i is going to spam the camera with many pictures later and whenever!xD

im waiting for you to bring me around singapore and the attractive places.

i want to take nice pictures.i want to smile widely together with you:D

singapore flyer,marina barrage,singapore zoo,jurong bird park,muesums,singapore science and discovery centres,sentosa(underwaterworld),wild wild wet and moremore!:D

me owe you,

your botakjones,orh jian,starbucks and many more.i cant recall,currently):

ihy!(:

*pimples pimples,go away!):

happy birthday 16th birthday to cheryldearest as well!(L)

off to bed![:

i need to cultivate a healthier lifestyle :X

i got to learn to sleep early soon,me bad habit is coming out.

sleeping so late at night is so not good!):

morning and nights to everybody!:D

the confessions of all love/

2009-06-12T04:26:00.000-07:00

girl,you turn fifteen today.
happy birthday to you.
you are born in the zoo :X
happy birthday,happybirthday.
happy birthday to you.
i love you many,kerien soo kailing.you ass:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!WO AI NI(:
i know you love me many since 2005 or 2004 :X i lazy to count.haha.
sorry for not wishing you at 12 on the dot.but you must still i love you k.
have an awesome birthday celebrating with mavin and etc!and do takecare of yourself when you are away to thailand(UNFAIR,totally!) lol!
may all your wishes come true xD as you can see,im keeping this short.cause i is having headache and * is rushing me to type finish.i know he wants to sleep.hahaha!

my holidays has been exciting because * and stead made it a exciting and thrilling one for me{:
thanks a thousand,million and many thankyou(s).loveyou 2 manymany!
060609 and 080609 is loved,thanks :D
and i might be back to mapling with twin and * sooon!xD chhheeezeeee.
will be out with ohana later to sentosa till saturday!(:
will be staying/tonning there,how coooooooooool.ahhhh,admire the sea view and boats!:D

superboy(!)you betttttttter takecare of yourself when you are away.
going to miss you like crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.meowwwwwwwwwww.
come home safely k if not i wont let you off!and thanks for all the great accompanies[:
(L) you!
off to bed,
i miss you laaaaa * ! )x
SHE,i miss the two of you as well D:
sean tham jun yip,you owe me my solo out!
tan shi hui,i miss you liao.

oh,and before i go.
happy early birthday to ...
-DA JIE,LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE!
-cheryllllllll dear!
-jasperrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr(:
-cherylchen!(:
-andy:D

now,off to bed.i dont want to get slaughtered/murdered/killed.haha.
you will never be replaced,i love you.

2009-06-04T19:10:00.000-07:00

i can't live without .

yipppppppppppppeeeeeeeeeeeee.i finally get to blogged again!:)
i could actually blog yesterday using a wifi phone but meowwwww,it hanged and i couldnt edit my post.i tried like 3 times and i started to gave up ): stupidddddddddd!haha,but but i still love my bff phone cause i always use her wifi to message * and go on ebuddy:]
* , imissyou very much ): can you just wake up from your sleep? D:
remember to open your letter box , 6 letters filled with plenty of random-ness!
i know im right to call you pork,dont you think so?heeeeeeeeee.
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yay!* you are awake,IM SO HAPPPPPPPPPPPPY.jumps up,jumps down *

holidays are getting boring.im rotting at home all day long.mum and dad are asking me to work.but crap,im freaking lazy D:
this holidays i have been sleeping,on the phone with steadd,eating and watching dramas.
im suppose to chase my "they kissed again" but i watched 10 episodes and i stopped chasing it already.maybe i should continue(: maybe i should start my drama crave all over again.and chase all my korean,hongkong and taiwan dramas!
home is really getting boring eventhough at times i can say i love to be homesick.i want to be home & all.but now im quite tired of home.meowwws.i should go out for some fresh air soon(:
* was packing his room yesterday and he made me feel like clearing my wardrobe :X
but as usual,due to lazi-ness i didnt clear it.i will,soon(:
i wanna buy new clothes babeh.great singapore sales has started!
im starting tuition sooon as well :D excited~!yeahyeah!
and i need to start with my holiday assignments soon.damnxz):
oh,im suppose to do the householdchores for my mum but too bad her vacumn spoilt!:D

talking to stead on the phone is rather fun.i like i like.i keep laughing to myself which is super wth :O honestly stead,i miss you alot.meet up soon okay?[: and dont be upset with your "short hair" when its still very long,dearest(: ask you for link only,you read what sia.dont know how to copy and paste isit?always only want me scold you!:O haha,really miss your face so much.read blog also must call me to talk.first time sey!last time still "i call you back later,i reading blog/playing audi"i will be like "k la,k la,bye" now.read blog or do anything also call me,cute uh you.phone bill not cheap de leh darling.nevermind its okay,is once in a bluemoon.WO HAI XIANG TA~BIE GAO SHU TA?~ sing like an arse sia.stop talking to yourself luh,tsk!nevermind,even though you are abit retarded,i still love you very much!
hongster never die,tx first to die.so which are you,girl?(:

i've nothing to blog for now :D 4 more weeeks till holidays end!(:
alrightys going off,byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!:D

imissyou manymany!):

2009-05-29T14:08:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 5TH MONTH DEAREST(:
i love you , still .
got back results today,failed everything.overall percentage was only 46%.
how suck i know.never go for mtps,mummy went herself to get back my reportbook.den met her,she never really tell me what mdm norhaini said :O
so yeahs(:
later going to doctor cheong!:D hahah![: orchard,here i come babeh.
im planning to disturb him because he was interviewed on a newspaper yesterday:X
lalalala~
i've already set a target for myself for the upcoming eoy:D and plan what to do during the june holidays le.i want to go out and study with wanling[must jio me out to study and go shopping uh!] xD
ohyes,wanling!the letter i missed out something,
and the thing is xD bump into me more often outside and at school k!i like ur smile!you make me go highhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and go whoooooolalala~i like to wave at you retardedly~heh.
&&&&
i dont know why,i just love to smile to myself!:D
smiling is goood for health,trust meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
:D tada thats all,mama is rushing me to print my stuffs.so annoyingggggggg.
eeeeeeeeeeeekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkzxz.

2009-05-28T11:06:00.000-07:00

blahblahblah is such an irritant.
stupid bak kwa.you suckkkkkkkzxz yo!
there's one good news and bad news ):
the bad news is ...
my skills and standard for doing powerpoint has dropped!alamakzx.
im so sick and tired of doing it already!>D: boobooo.
it looks so kiddish anddd it gets me very irritated now :O
!!!!!!!!!!!!! >D:
and my comp keep hanging!booozxzx!
ohh,im so in loved with cheryl dearest now![: camwhoring rocksxzxcxz manxz!
the good news for today is ,
my favourite senior is turning 10+8-1=17 today!(:
she is such an oldie now,hahaha.
simwanlinggggggggggggggg,iloveyou muchmuchmuchmuchmuch!:D
i did your present till very late lehs):
hope you like it xD and hahaha!im the 2nd to wish you,im contented!very![:
now in school,cant post any pictures that i take with you.sadded):
you have been an awesome lovely sexyaeee prettyaee senior all this while!xD
i thank God for you!:D thanks for being such a great awesome senior,for being there for me,for listening to all my crap,for trusting me,for loving me:X (i know you do huh!) and many many more![: cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeexzxz!
hahaha!(:

2009-05-24T18:42:00.000-07:00

doggie,you are two months old today(:

♥happy 2nd monthsary to you ; i love you plenty :D

ps,i love the person who bought you back as well!hearrttzxzxzxz.

we believe we will count till the 1 year of yours.

you're loved my dearestttt NAES,BOBBYXZ & -H--E- :D:D

taadaaaaaaaaa,short post for now xD

i might not be going school tmr.lazy lazy lazy ):

daddy is back from thailand as well.double happiness!♥

ohyes,sister you look extremely cute in polo and skinnies!roarrrrrzxzx.so cute!:D

i (L) you.

2009-05-23T18:31:00.000-07:00

yx drew this for me.looks like naes right?LOVE!:D

results was like shyt!totally like crap.screwedd up.

got to work hard for eoy and the next common test alr.

failed maths and physics horribly,see the 30 marks for maths i also scared.faints*

i neeed tuitionnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ):

smirksSMIRKSsmirksSMIRKS!

anyway,

life is still the same.no improvements i suppose.

4 months has passed.2 days just passed so fast.

schooooooool has been normal(: thought i would be isolated in some area scribbling on my foolscap.but hah,it was okay i suppose:D

friday,had elective module.before school started,cried,emo-ed,nearly went crazy x.x

anw,

elective module was interesting yettttttt boring ):

TOURISM YO!be a tourguide can earn xxxxxxxxx bucks!

peishan said the trainer was a pretty boy :O gosh.haha.

but i must say the trainer face looks super familiar,idk why!seems like i have seen his face before somewhere liddat :X haha.his helper is super guailan.i hate him x.x lie on the table only,he say "tiredd huh".feel like pointing him a middle.assholezxzxz.

didn't sms during elective module,cause i was lazy and scared phone kena confiscated.since that helper so gl :O hate him!>D:

th trainer showed us a motivational clip.i think that clip has a thousand meaning inside(:

after elective module,out with twin(his handsome over the limit!)

ohhhhhhhhhs,ilovehim!

twin is such a fat pig,really a fat pig.pigggggggggg!

he ate dumpling noodles,yogurt from t1,drank honeygreen tea,corn.

fat ass!i paid for his retardedd yogurt and honeygreentea.time for you to payback twin!:X

slack around the 3 malls.we literally walked up and down.abit crazy i know :O but had

manymanymanymany fun!we slacked from cs customer service area to cs foodcourt twice:D

twin laughed like nobody business and hmmms,he seems like his on estacy and all the crap.he cant calm himself down.but was funnny la :D

ohhhh,i have a personal hairstylist now!i is happy(: hahah.

my personal hairstylist promise me alot of things :D

twin is super funny,really funny.

he tried to grab my picture and wanted to put in his blog and type i had big eyebags.assholeeezxzx.but he failed cause he cant find my phone bluetooth,how silly.in the end i got back my phone(: yooohooos.

crappppppped like nobody business and home-d.

shared with him alot alot of things.all my problemzxzx.eventhough morning i felt like crap.real crapppp >D: soon everything was okay :D

dinner-ed with yx and sister.had a great time(: yx said im super funny.he treated me peachtea!whooozxzxz.such nice brother i have![;

home-d and fell asleep super early.LOL!xD

i rely on all my colourful pens to keep me going,keep me strong in class.

if only,my life was as colourful as a rainbow.just like the colours above.

i was once a rainbow,but now the sky is left with grey,black and white.

i know,rainbow don't last.it only appears once in a blueblue moon.

seeing a rainbow makes me happy,makes me joyful,makes me get so excited.

i got to think of ways to make the panda go.

when the panda takes over my rainbow,it got me hurt repeatedly.many times and makes me emotional.
you left me speechless,totally speechless.

where is the love,trust and many "values" from one another?

everything is missing.over,game over.

whatever it is,i miss the times we shared,the time we crapped,the time where we went insane together,laughing at each other and more.

those moments will never be forgotten.but the fact is,

you left me.
maybe is time for us to face reality.
the truth hurts,but the lies hurt more.
stay happy you twooo :D
)':
still loving twooo each day(:
is not game over yet?we will find ways.

ps,muthusami,i love you a zilliooonnxzxz milliooonnzxzx and many many more(:
i know i sound spastic.but i love you k.LOLS :X
you're so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (L) :D

oh,when my house i okay after renovating.im going to get badminton racket and the ball from toys'r'us to play :D i've not grown up :X dont blame me.haha.

toooooooooodooooo,time for me to go.
sometimes i gotta go my own way.

2009-05-20T23:38:00.000-07:00

this will be the post for today.
im irritated,tired,pissed,dissapointed,upset(whatever word you can describe me now)
the feeling SUCKS.

this is copied from http://www.dictionary.com/
(i dont know the meaning of many words so i decided to search,im LOST.really LOST.)
where am i?blahblahblack sheep!!!)x
anw,here it goes.

first of all the word i searched and came into my mind is called FRIENDS.
1. a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.
2. a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter: friends of the Boston Symphony.
3. a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile: Who goes there? Friend or foe?
4. a member of the same nation, party, etc.
5. a member of the Religious Society of Friends; a Quaker.
6. Rare. to befriend.
7. make friends with, to enter into friendly relations with; become a friend to.
the are seven meanings of it,think which suits the meaning best(:

second word i searched and came into my mind is called FRIENDSHIP
1.the state of being a friend; association as friends: to value a person's friendship.
2.a friendly relation or intimacy.
3.friendly feeling or disposition.

third word,called TRUST
1. reliance on the integrity, strength, ability, surety, etc., of a person or thing; confidence.
2. confident expectation of something; hope.
3. confidence in the certainty of future payment for property or goods received; credit: to sell merchandise on trust.
4. a person on whom or thing on which one relies: God is my trust.
5. the condition of one to whom something has been entrusted.
6. the obligation or responsibility imposed on a person in whom confidence or authority is placed: a position of trust.
7. charge, custody, or care: to leave valuables in someone's trust.
8. something committed or entrusted to one's care for use or safekeeping, as an office, duty, or the like; responsibility; charge.
9. Law. a. a fiduciary relationship in which one person (the trustee) holds the title to property (the trust estate or trust property) for the benefit of another (the beneficiary).
b. the property or funds so held.
10. Commerce. a. an illegal combination of industrial or commercial companies in which the stock of the constituent companies is controlled by a central board of trustees, thus making it possible to manage the companies so as to minimize production costs, control prices, eliminate competition, etc.
b. any large industrial or commercial corporation or combination having a monopolistic or semimonopolistic control over the production of some commodity or service.

fourth,is called LOVE
1. a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
2. a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.
3. sexual passion or desire.
4. a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.
5. (used in direct address as a term of endearment, affection, or the like): Would you like to see a movie, love?
6. a love affair; an intensely amorous incident; amour.
7. sexual intercourse; copulation.
8. (initial capital letter) a personification of sexual affection, as Eros or Cupid.
9. affectionate concern for the well-being of others: the love of one's neighbor.
10. strong predilection, enthusiasm, or liking for anything: her love of books.
11. the object or thing so liked: The theater was her great love.
12. the benevolent affection of God for His creatures, or the reverent affection due from them to God.
13. Chiefly Tennis. a score of zero; nothing.
14. a word formerly used in communications to represent the letter L.
–verb (used with object) 15. to have love or affection for: All her pupils love her.
16. to have a profoundly tender, passionate affection for (another person).
17. to have a strong liking for; take great pleasure in: to love music.
18. to need or require; benefit greatly from: Plants love sunlight.
19. to embrace and kiss (someone), as a lover.
20. to have sexual intercourse with.
–verb (used without object) 21. to have love or affection for another person; be in love.
—Verb phrase22. love up, to hug and cuddle: She loves him up every chance she gets.
—Idioms23. for love, a. out of affection or liking; for pleasure.
b. without compensation; gratuitously: He took care of the poor for love.
24. for the love of, in consideration of; for the sake of: For the love of mercy, stop that noise.
25. in love, infused with or feeling deep affection or passion: a youth always in love.
26. in love with, feeling deep affection or passion for (a person, idea, occupation, etc.); enamored of: in love with the girl next door; in love with one's work.
27. make love, a. to embrace and kiss as lovers.
b. to engage in sexual activity.
28. no love lost, dislike; animosity: There was no love lost between the two brothers.

to all the people who are reading this post now,you may find my post stupid,crappy,shitty.
whatever it is i really feel so lost that i have to checked the meaning up on the dictionary.
have you felt that lost before?im so tired,sick,tired,sick.and nobody knows im suffering.i may look happy on the outside,but nobody knows how painful and tired is my internal heart feeling.my heart is broken,falling apart and going to be gone anytime.i've been hurt.not once,not twice but i must say is many times.
this is not the matter im talking about anyway.
to my dearest two.
i miss th time we shared.
i miss th time we crapped.
i miss th time we quarrelled.
i miss everything.
i miss those passing of notes.
i miss those studying session with each and everyone of you.
i miss th time where we laugh at each other.
i literally miss everything that i have with the 2 of you.
im thankful to God who gave me 2 awesome friends,for making my fifteen a great and awesome one.but why is everything breaking apart?ask myself*ask you*
4 months is just two days away.what happen to the happy clique?im the ruin of every moments?
even if i were to carry on counting the months but we don't actually share moments together,do they even count?do they?
not to worry,this is th promise i made tonight.
no matter how much i never talk to th 2 of you.i will never ever badmouth you(:
i still love,trust,friend and treat the friendship as dearly to me to the 2 of you.
now do you?
btw,happy four months.

&
why is it so difficult to love somebody?
i hate the feeling of loving someone.the feeling sucks too.
sucks sucks sucks.
my eyes are getting sored.im tired of crying.im tired of everything around me.
my heart is breaking apart.ZZZ.
it seriously feels like needles is poking my heart many times.and is poking repeatedly over again and again.
it has to stop.it has to.
IM GOING CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
)):
and trust me,playing the guitar hero doesnt help.
give me another solution?!

the end.
is so difficult for me to be happy ever again.

im glad that i have such loving family(: really glad.

2009-05-18T20:13:00.000-07:00

SAY NO TO GUITAR HERO WORLD TOUR(WII) D:

this is a screwed up post so im not going to blog anymore.

ROAR.fed up&pissed off ):

to: dear ... , iloveyou :X

from:your monkey donkey.

im so sweeet rightttttttttttttttttttttttt!:P

and my dearest steady steady bommpeepeee.

cheerup because i love you more than anyone else.

remember here's the promise made tonight (:

the paper is on my hand my dear :D

love ya a millioonnnzxzxz ziliionzxzxz times.hearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrttttttttttttt!hugs*

and stop thinking so much alrighttttys.SMILEEEEEEEEEEE GIRL ;D

ahemmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

10 more days to SOMEONE'S BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

WHOWHOWHOWHOWHOWHO!:D fill in the blanks!is __________'s birthday!

I LOVE YOU SIM WANLINGGGGG!

HAPPY EARLY 17TH BIRTHDAY.HEART YOU A MILLIONNNNNN LA DARLING!

TADAAA,off i go :D

imm getttingg bored.HAHAS.

BYEEEEEEEEE.

je t'aime(:

2009-05-09T17:11:00.000-07:00

ohh,mother's day is just one day away.
time pass really very fast.i rmb last mother's day i made a card filled with love:) and now is mother's day again :D
here you go,mum!:D
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMY(:
(early!)haha!
thankyou for tolertating all my nonsense all this 15years.
you have been a great mother to me.without you,i may not even be existing now.
mum,you deserve to enjoy this big day with other mothers.you really deserve it.
thanks for bringing this family up so strong(:
thanks for every smile that you have always form on my face.
thanks for bringing me to the face doctor and wasting your money.

mummy all of your cooking just taste so heavenly(: as good as granny and auntie!loveit!(:
so much thanks and thankyou to you.
now,
i'll do my best for exams and never let you down.
i heart you a millionnzxz,zillionzxzx,infinity and endless countings(:

& happy mummy's day to bobby too.
teeeheeee.
bobbbbbbbbbby,have been an awesome mummy towards me:D
happy mother's day.and yea.thanks for all the care and concern all this while{: you deserve clapsclaps.and all the claps is just for you[:
and here's my promise made tonight.
the promise is,i'll do my best for midyears&make you be proud of me okay!xD
i heart you too!
exactly two more months to ahemmmmmmmmmmmmmmmzx birthday eh!(:
growing old,growing older each day.DOMOKUN XD

anw,midyear paper(s)!wasn't that easy afterall.all the papers turned out to be a rock.
is as hard as a rock.really hard.well,all the challenges are ahead of me to conquer.
i'll not get discourage and continue fighting on for the best :D jiayou hazellllll.
i miss ikea and all the shopping malls.
and kinderjoy is my new love now :)
expensive,but worth it!:D I (L) KINDERJOY!
sis,thanks for letting me use your comp.you know i love you.haha.
fyi,i dunno what im blogging so just bare with me.tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezxzzz XD

sean tham junyip,waiting for you to jio me out >.< hahah!

iloveyou so much.

2009-03-18T09:02:00.001-07:00

dslr (L)!

hahha,out with TWIN today.
i had plenty and plenty of fun together with him.
lunche-d at thai express:D
after that off to topman to take alook at some tops and etc.
and den off to starbucks for coffee and cake!:D
after starbucks,we started to roam around the whole of marina square.
kakakaka.toilet here toilet there.
at marina square there's a mirror that makes your body looks super skinny.
we started to stopp and camwhore.
super funny!i told him "i can be model,while you can't,your legs are far too way skinny while mine is just acceptable" den we both started laughing.how spastic:D
after that off to suntecccccccccc to find jansports bag(: cause at marina square royal sporting house has it.but don't have the colour he likes :X so went to suntec and checked it out :O in the end also don't have )): roam around suntec,entered minitoons,carrefour,build a bear,royal sporting house andd off back to citylink cause it was getting late ):
went to citylink,stepped into times and started sitting down taking magazines to read :D
took seventeen,high school musical and teens magazine to read :D
we stared at what all the models were wearing then we went off to raffles to check out those items at river island.
went to raffles,i was craving for donuts ): but didntttt eat.cause cause neededd the $ to buy hicard to topup,before my billburst D:
at raffles,we went to coach,agnes b,river island,accesorizes and guess shops to look at the wallets there:D cause twin says he want to get a wallet for his mum this upcoming birthday.so he needs to see the price of the wallet and start to save money for it(: what a good child he is:D
after raffles,mrt-ed home!:D hahaha.many people board the mrt la ): so gotta squeeze here and there then twin found a spot where is less squeezy so i went to stand with him :X then i told him the way you walk so "Tee-ko" can.both of us start to laugh :D after a few stops there were a seat infront of him and he started yay-ing(!) lol:X so he sat down.and threw all my stuffs to him to make him carrrry:D only my camera were on my hand! so i started to on in and take picture of him sitting down and not to forget he of course pose luhhh.hahah!:D
alighted at simei to take my popular card,waited for bus 9,bus 9 took so long to come )):
irritated.went to 201 bought hi card andddddddddddddddd homed :D twin ran after the bus:O
arcade was awesome as well,xieeeeeeee le:D
so sorry )): dinner-ed anddddd blahhhs.there's school tmr,i need my beauty sleep.
but before i sleep,im so going to do my art :D hahaa!:D
it has been so long since i posted pictures so..
here are the pictures for today:

twinnnnzxzx!:D thanks for all the fun just now.you are an awesome friend!
I (L) YOU VERY VERY MUCH!can't wait for the next outtttiinnnng tgr with you:D haha.
very very excited (: going out with you,is always a joy.
anddddddddddddddd ):
please la,you need to improve in your photography skills.youuuu nooob-ster!punteh!
hmmzxzxzx,all thanks to you.this whole trip dont have my photos at all.
this shows that i can take pictures :D hahaha (:
xieeeeee le for everythingggggggg[:
guitar later,i hope its going to be great.God,please make it a great and awesome one for me.(L)
on a random note,i want to buy the shorts from cotton on.is prettyprettypretty!meltzxz!
thats all for today :D
i'm a happy girl now (: yeahyeah.whee wheee.
i'll be happy when you're happy.so,stay happy.

2009-03-17T01:15:00.000-07:00

i need to catch up with my work.
i need to catch up with my work.
i need to catch up with my work.
i need to catch up with my work.
x10000000000000000.
i have no more time left ):
march holidays dont seem like any holidays.is like a normal school day to me.
anyway,might be meeting sean on wednesday:D :D yooohoo excited.
i want to drink starbucks >D: caramel,mocha,javachip,hot chocolate(:
hope i can meet eunice and hap some day during the march hols[: even though i think i have to squeeze some time for them.maybe meet up for starbucks or a drink,better than nothing:D haha!(: i know peiyi,you're busy too(: jiayouuzxzxzx k;D

went school with E&A today,both of them were late.
so yeaahhs,H is the earliestttt :D quick,my dearest E&A,go report to P:D
hahah![:
went for class com meeting,apparently,sorta pon half of it,
and i got scolded.i've learnt my lesson and the lesson is. .
-never ever follow a crowd,
-you will feel guilty when you do the wrong thing esp such impt meetings like class com .
but , hah.i had funn la even though i played as a naughtygirl.
done like 4 wrong things in a row.
& here they are :Z
1.i dont know what champ i am.
2.we roam around the school o.o
3.we went macdonald's tried eating breakfast.got caught :O
4.went to the environmental meeting when im not a environment champ :X
anyway,
thank God,mrs fu and mr chiang are a bunch of forgiving teachers(: phewww.
mrs fu even offered us drinks k!nice teacher(: haha!;D
after class com,went for lunch.
lunch-ed at macdonald's with A&E :D and waiting for wanling and penelope to reach .
so that i can have accompany during guitar practices(:
guitar practices went smootly today for the first time!
i have no complains about it at all .
and i can say,chengyao is good today.i hope he really maintains it untill erms,our syf time!
which is one more month,impossible i guess.but i hope he can maintain.
or the whole guitarclub can collapse! D:
and haha,syf is on 28april which means.......!:D
make a guess.*LOL!
jiayou guitarclub(:
chengyao is only good for today,what about the rest of the days?HAHA.
& he encouraged me by saying "i have patience in you"
WOW!:D means i can be in syf or something.got to really work hard for it )x
time to strive.
time to strive.
time to strive.
patience is a virtue ;

after guitar went home sweet home with seniors.
while walking,got a catepillar crawl on wanling's shirt she suddenly stone there and scream:X
and the catepillar looks super slimy la.eeew.hahaha:D
after that ..
buse-ed home with joleen&joshua.
we came out with stupid jokes:D racist mix mix.funny la(:
they really indeed made my guitar life better!loveyouuu people many xD

school tmr,from 3pm-5pm ): what an odd timing,if not for such weird timing.

i might be able to go out :D but looks like nah ): cannot stupid weird retarded timing T_T

here is a good news :
yay.Z Z Z Z Z Z Z Z Z is coming back later(x
haha!
must be Z curse me to have many pimples and give me the tired power-.-zzz.
D: D: dont like you la Z Z Z Z Z !
i want to know how does a real villa looks like D: looks like a richman's home!roar!

Z Z Z , buy me lin junjie's concert tix leh:D HAHAHA.kidding(: so damn ex lo ): but i still heart linjunjie manymany!haha(:

&i finally go my wallet :D thanks alot mummy!loveyou plenty.i told you,family members are the best,they never beat the rest[: i even lure(d) her to bring me to burberry sales on that day.but too bad the whole burberry sale turned out to be a dissapointment for me ): all the really outdated stuffs.most probably they wanna clear stocks or something thats why its up to 90% of sales.but even if its 90%,is still very very very expensive.butttttttt,i had fun and filled with plenty of love when i first gotten my wallet :D i love it manymany(: pretty wallet on my hands!winks*

last but not least,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GANGSTER:D :D

(L)

i miss talking to kirby junior,he is full and loaded with lots of rubbish.HEHEHE.

zaijian ;D

imy lahhhhhhhhhhhhh,dont you know?

2009-03-12T22:19:00.000-07:00

i love those who had made me very happy yesterday(:
especially uh huh!hap(s),charlotte,cheryl,gabriel,she&jonathan!:D
all the stupid moments i have shared with each of you ;
it might be unglam but all i had from the inside out was pure fun xD

when the clock strikes at 12AM,i knew it was going to be a bad day.
negative thinkings,and no positive ones.

my mind was filled with how much my results is going to suck.

how much my teacher is going to say bad things about me.

anddd while my mind was filled,family was being an irritant that got me really pissed.

but i've learnt to forgive and forget:D

even when is time to leave the house for mtps,im still thinking if i should go.

but hah,mum went & everything turned okay!

all i lack off is just alittle bit of hard work,if not i could do better for studies (:

time to work hard [:

when half day passed,thought is going to be a "OKAY,not so bad day for me,since my results didnt turn out that badly"

butt.

i never expect things could be that bad afterall ;
maybe you must be thinking,hah!"EMOTIONAL GIRL!"

i'm just tired and i have to pull myself up again.
whatever it is.this week has been a happening week for me.
emotional plus all the happiness filled up.
today is one emotional day for me,it makes me think its monday 9 march.
i can recall clearly how much 9 march sucks for me.
ohwell.

i might look happy outside,but does inside of me looks happy?
nobody knows,even myself.

mdm norhaini says "hazel has a positive attitude in whatever thing she does".

thinking about that,she makes me think that i should stay positive and continue to be a girl filled with smiles and joy(:

hope tmr is going to be a better day for me,since its out with sister and gangster!(L)

living in the tan family has always been a joy for me ; so yeah,mummy,daddy&sisters just want to say ..

no matter how much i feel irritated,sad,annoyed,angry,happy,excited,filled with joy,filled with laughters and whatever word all of us can think of.

i love you all alot alot (:

you guys have been a great support towards me.especially towards my studies and well everything i must say,haha.(L)

that is how much i love you ;

2009-03-09T22:26:00.000-07:00

HAP(S) I KNOW YOU ARE THE SOURCE OF ALL MY HAPPINESS.

I LOVE YOU ARIELLLNA CHERYL CHAN YI RUI

AND MY DEARESTTTT

TEO PEI YI!(: GET WELL SOON DARLING!:D

this are my feelings i have for you,asshole!just eat shit and die,i dun like you!

i'm now currently blogging cause i'm feeling rather SUCKY now-.-
I want that fucking cb cy to lick his maid's pussy or another way go and have sex with her!what a fucking bias person you are.slap you left,right,up,down even your fucking balls.stop making guitar practices a burden for me.and where the is the trust between a student and a instructor?call yourself a good instructor teaching for YEARS?you should go bang the wall instead,i think the wall suits you the best;D and please open your disgusting eye balls big enough to see who are the better and weaker players la.plus,if you think you are a AWESOME instructor,kindly please buy a proper blazar to wear on synergy and our syf day la._.BUCK UP?bark your fucking ass la bastard!sack?sack yourself away then say la,dont come here act big think u very dua.make me wanna PUKEEEEEE ): lucky i dont have to face you this week anymore or i'll just faint-.-
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okay,here it goes for a proper post.heehhehehehee.

I IS BACK FROM CAMP!and i never really regretted going{:

i love high elements bigbig time!(: eventhough i screamed like an idiot x_x

ohoh,sister 21st birthday celebration has PASTTTTTT!i love all the balloons hanging on top of the ceilings.so pretty alright{{: and and,i fell in love with DSLR camera!kekeke!fun fun fun!

i shall ppost more about camp and sister birthday another day[:

school stinks !>D:

i freakehhh pass(ed) my CHEMISTRY AND PHYSICS!which means i pass my combined sciences?(: im superrrr to the max happy!continue working hard manxz,hazel;D

guitar practice stinkk hardcore.teeehee.i HATE IT!):

mannxzxz ): march hols is so going to stink stang smack suck big time.monday,tuesday,thursday,friday,OMG!*>D: >D: >D: >D:

mtps is this THURSDAY & founder's day is on FRIDAY!hohoho.

fhewwwwww~there is chinese lesson tmr,hopefully i pass my CHINESE!ahh.screams ah*

OKAY,ariellna cheryl chan yi rui,you know whad?

you make me very very very very very very very very happy!:D

from a sad hazel become a happy hazel already!

im thinking about mr kwok's face,cassalyn's face,sophie's' face & your stupid stone face!

FUNNY LIKE CRAZY!cant believe through out the whole morning proceedings i'm laughing like non-stop cause of all the stone faces!LOL!THANKS TO YOU HUH,even praying i also laugh!:D

and i know you love arella choo.but c'mon la.love me more okay.

ohyes dearest,hope you are not sad because of...........please remain happy like hazel the happy girl!:D hehehehhe(: I LOVE YOU ARIELLNA!WO AI NI CHAN YI RUI,YOYOYOYO!:D

+ PEIYI,dont think you cute by calling me saying "hello,byebye" "hello,byebye"(:

hehehe.but i find it cute la.xie le.

I LOVE YOU HAP(S)!:DD

OHH,ZHIRONG,YOU DUMB-PEYYYYYYYYY!:D names also bu ming bai xD

ronggui,please ah,stay happy like you always use to be okay.haha(: thanks for everything![:

SISTER&COUSIN,HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY!LOVE BOTH OF YOU MANYMANY!:D

may all your wishes come true,yooohooo[:

both of you are growing old)x oldfollkkkies!heh xD

cousin ah,treat girl better la please-.- dont so violent leh stupid ahbeng!

sister,i love you the same,always and forever.hehehe xD

TIME FOR ART-Y!:D jiayouuuuuuuu[:

2009-02-25T18:33:00.001-08:00

i expected,i predicted,i knew,i guess i would get this kind of grades .

i failed every subject apparently.omg.yes,omg.

now im trying my very best to get back all my marks before the report slip returns.

every 1 mark now mean alot of to me.

anyway i deserve to fail my commontests cause i didnt work hard for it at all.so yea.God did the right thing(: now is the time for me to really WORK and get back what i really want.

God knows who deserve the best and God knows who doesnt deserve it .

study hard is what i need to do now.50% of chinese compo,letter writing,daily work.im going to do well and win back that 50% to pass my chinese since i didnt do well for the paper as expected,but i improved,and mr leee said i you jin li zuo![:

im going to pass my maths retest tmr to get a pass for my overall.i slacked alot during maths-.-

for the rest,all depends on my daily work.especially english.i hope mr shahril helps me:D

and and anddd.PHYSICS,PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE give me a pass to pass my combi-sci!>D:

for humanities.hohoho.i still know 0 of my results yet.hopefully i didnt do that badly(:

today was a fun day during mathematics.

i had fun and i learnt somethingg eventhou i got like 3 strikes.shocked?:X

and yippeee.i finished my maths hw!just need to revise for the restest tmr.if not ... idk whats going to happen.yeps .

thanks hap,jahjah&gabby for making my maths lesson fun today.

lululand,misssssLUUUU,one little two little 3 little rajahs.you are my sajah my only sajah :D

rojakkk.and many many more.tyvm (:

love all of you.you all brighten up my day byy making me happy and laugh till my face turned red!hehehe:D

kangggggmingg send me this sms today,not only me but i think is like super meaning ful:D

heree it goes :

afraid that no one's with you?dismayed that no one's there to help you?

don't be!because isaiah 41:10 says "Don't be afraid,for i am with you.Don't be dismayed,for i am your God.i will strengthen you.i will help you.i will uphold you with my victorious right hand"

let this verse to be able to encourage all of us to do great and mighty works for the kingdom of God,knowing that Jesus is omnipresence and is guiding us always!:-D cheer,kkm:)

superrr meaningful la:D

i feeel super encouraged when i receive this kind of bible verses(: xie le kangming!:D

happy belated birthday,aloyscious phua jia hao ;

happy early birthday gary cousin ;

and happy early 2 months my lovely lovable muacks forever steadddy ; iloveyou ((:

month by month pass very fast.but i want to let you know.no matter what and which month isit,know that i still love you the same because you mean something to me.thanks for everything my loveeelyyy stead.hearts,love,kisses to you.thanks for being there for me when i always needed you.is finally our 2 months! yay!(:

everyone need to know this , zhirong is a chao ahbenggggggg(:

time to study,time to mug,time to strive,so now ..

goodbye :D

2009-02-22T16:57:00.000-08:00

good girls in actions :D

damnnn.i just want to use backkk my old retarded spastic laptop.

i want all my peeeek-tures!i want to upload all my recent pretty pictures.

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

i have so many pictures.all kept inside the laptop or in the camera.

so annoyingg la please!! ):

and hah,tmr and the rest of the week is results day.i hopeeee i do well(:

new hair cut again!:D haha.look at the top picture for my new hair cut-.-

looks carrrttooon,but nvm.it will grow!:D

thanks steadyy for all the fun yesterday ; wo ai ni.

on a random note,

HAPPY ONE MONTH HAP!(S) I LOVE ALL OF YOU THE SAME TODAY,TMR AND FOREVER!thankyou for everything!time pass so fast with the 2 of you.thanks for making my 3c life a better one.and hope we will be cliques forever and ever!:D lovelovelovelovelove!(:

HAPPYYYY BIRTHDAY RUSSELLLLL BOYBOY!ILOVEYOU whiteeyy mouse!:D

shifu,you made my chinese better :D so yeaaahs,talk to me more in chinese k:D if you want me pass my chinese la:D hahaha(x

for now,bye:D

i'veeee blogged.i need to stay away from the comp :O or else i'll DIE.lol!:D

now i want to see a rainbow,is totally unfair ):

I IS SAD.

ROARS!

he says :

rain + sun = rainbow! :)

i say :

your eyes are playing trick and is a fact!

he says : haha,need me teach you how it's formed?LOL dont emo la.

i say : DOUBLE UNFAIR!

end of story.

i hate zhironggg!

he makeees me sadd >D:

byebye ): =/ )= ];

2009-02-19T21:19:00.000-08:00

this picture is gettting old -.- but i still (L) it .haha.

it has been so super long since i last touched my blog.
here is a simple and sweet update(:
hahaha!:D
firstly,
another week has passed.
valentine's day is over,sister's 20th birthday is over and most importantly common test is over!
common test was like crap.okay i must have confident in myself.so yups.i hope i do well.i guess God knows what grade i deserve best,and he will give it to me.i studied,eventhou is alittle last minute:O
vday vday vday(:
thanks cliques for the prettiest and the nicest valentine's day ever(L)!
i had fun on valentine's day although is just a simple dinner.but i had alot of fun!(:
thanks shifu for making my early valentine's day a happy one even though i made you and your clique pissed.so sorry.butt wanntt to say.i love the present you give k :D haha.is PRETTY!
XIE LE!:D

i love all the presents various people gave me.but i love their heart and faces more :D
all of you are just a bunch of awesomeee people that hazel loves (:
thanks alotttt.HEART!(:
ROSESS ARE SO SUPER PRETTTY ;D
secondly,THANK GOD TOMORROW IS FRIDAY!yay,scream,jumps for joy*
thirdly,school was fun today(:
i had alot of fun during pe especially.everything was funny that i kept laughing non-stop like an retarded fool at the assembly ground.LOL.i look at whatever,i'll just start to laugh.i had fun,totally(: i (L) PE lessons!is so relaxinggg la;D
after pe,had maths.it was shit boring.i just kept talking till i get strike one._.
after maths was physics.super boring too.i took the physics paper and started to scribble rubbish-.-butt!at least i copy whatever is on the board.how hardworking,still :X
after physics was recess.laughs(:
and next was the practice of EVACUATION THING-.-
it was stupid la,seriously.make us walk out of school to some carpark.
sit under the hot sun and burnt-.-after 10 mins under the sun they ask us to walk back=.=
when i reached the class room,had some debrief.but i ended up sleeping._.i cant believe even though the weather was SO hot i still can sleep untill so shiok.LOL.
and when i woke up,i got double vision and let me tell you,it was painful and irritating-.-
double ZZZ.
after this whole thingg hadd english and yeaaa off for guitar practices-.-
guitar practices has been super shag and slack for me ): i guess i should'nt drag myself to go but instead going there willingly.welll.is so boring cause the whole guitar practice is all about practicing.how tiring luhs.cause of syf >D: means every practice must pay off!or else wasted.LOL!

alrighty,enough of blogging i suppose?

beforeee i go.

wanna say ..

IM CRAZYAEEEEE OVER LIN JUN JIEEE (L)! AND ZHIRONGG!(-.-)

lin jun jie is so hot,so cute,so nice,so handsome,so awesome :D and his singing is GOODD!

zhirong is a chao ah beng (: and more ahbeng features fullstop.

okay,bye.HAHHA!(:

ilove hap&she;D

2009-01-03T19:06:00.001-08:00

(this is my sister homestay family kid)"OMG,HIS SO CUTE OKAY!"

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL :D
thanks shifu that 9 pages long message(:
im back,yays[:
2008 has been an amazing year for me,hope 2009 will be as good as well (:
well,using sister's netbook to blog now,might NOT have pictures to post.
sister is back from japan,aweeesome(: she bought things for her wii again,TAIKO drumset!(:
bought alot of things from malaysia :O alot alot of random stuffs,i love my cap :D
school has started,i find it horrible ): sighhh.hope i will have a good time in 3c this year.
i miss 2c oh eight,honestly.have to move on and continue to think positive:D wide smiles*
form teacher,co-form teacher,class mates are mostly malays :O
first day of school,seeing all the guys in my batch in long pants for the very first time.and the first guy i see before i enter the schoolgate is SEAN :D
he looks weird,which makes me laugh :O maybe im not use to seeing him in long pants.sean,adapt to it okay!jiayoujiayoujiayou!(:
guitar started on the first day of school,practice for monday performance,HAHA QUITE FUN!im in bass with my fellow juniors&marvin!enqing and kirby!whooots(: FUN!
im not really looking forward to the second day of school.im still in the holiday mood.zzz!
the best part of school was...I could finally catch up with loved ones![: awesomeee!
hah,first day of school get caught by ma ta for jay walking :X super funny la :D me and twin=blind._.

okiee dookie,
i'll blog more when school starts!(:
I (L) SCHOOOOOOOOOL._.
cny is coming !cny is coming!cny is coming!ang baos!mandarin orange!junk food!REUNION DINNER!WHOOO(: and more happenings.
i (L) MOOOMOOO!:D

2008-12-29T06:41:00.000-08:00

peeeeeeektures post:D
CHRISTMAS (:

chalet,airport&west mall :D

WHEEEEEEEEEEE(:

S>H>E :D

EUNICETSH(L):D

IKEA (x

SPARKS(:

PATRICK :D

ALOYSCIOUS DID THIS TOO :D cute isnt it?(:

ALOYSCIOUS DID THIS :D

DONE BY : MY MAN :D

SHUAI GE (:

HAZEL IS A PIG :D

I (L) MY MEI[S] :D

4,3&5 :D

FIRST TUITION LESSON @ MAVIS in year 2008;D
I (L) THURSDAYS :D

@ peiyi's house(:

sean's super glam side(:

samuel's pretty paperclipp-ed hair :D

GUAIKIA(=

ELMOOOOO GALOREEE(:

DEP ROCKS ;D i (L) thursdays :D

PANDAAAAAA(:

& tonight will be the night that i will fall for you ;

absolute love pancake :D

in duckieee costume(L)

gelare waffles rocks :D

spastic queens :D

and this is JERMYN :D

this is XIAOQI,my cold drink team partner:D

@ smu (:

L.O.V.E ecp :D

ROSEADDICT ;D

i wish i could turn back to the past ;

peace out to eunice's cake :D

the naughty bumbum!:D

this is called "Family" (:

unglam._.

salutes*

she is angry ):

taymar took this picture,can you imagine?(:

sticks out tongue to berry*

just needed someone to talk to ;

LOVE ENDURES FOREVER :D

my sister mug hard,and play hard :D

SKINNY COUSIN(:

I LOVE MY 4TH SISTER :D

JIE MEI MENS very first DATE (:

now that i have post manymany pictures,is time for me to go and sleep.
I IS TIRED :D
more pictures to come another day (:
my blog is filleddd with unglam and glam pictures :O
sugar dreams.
and misses(:
2nd post of the day before i leave to malaysia!hahaha:D

2008-12-29T05:44:00.000-08:00

i loveeee pooooh (:

hohoho,so long since i've posted :D
so yeps,here is a postttttttttttttttttttttttttt before school starts(:
im gonna get my pair of school shoes and schoolbooks later,excited :O hahaha.
school is starting and im looking forward to it![: im excited to see new classmates,old friends,new teachers,new time table!:D but OHNO!,i havent done my holiday assignment yet,shucks!
im gonna start my year 2009 correct this time(:

i'll blog from my christmas eve onwards,too much to say but yet tired >D: sorry!
christmas eve(:
christmas eve was a blast :D i had a ultimate great christmas this year(: christmas eve,attended church with peiyi,jolene,sister and cousin.drama,preaching and the worships were awesome![: i finally get to see the cellgroup!{: and i saw all the people i wanted to see exceptttt,jonathan!roars!i sat with yuanhe during service,i had a fun filled time with him (: we camwhored and everything,he has lousy photography skills alrights:D his photography skills is really cannot make it de lor (: i want to take more photos with him the next time round i see him!heh,it was REALLY fun catching up with him after so long long long(: ohhh yuanhe,thanks for the bottle of greentea,thankyou so much[: after service went to countdown at dad's office area :D it was fun yet retarded.the songs there are super duper old,they have to update their songs already!we count down for christmas to come,and when the time came,me and jolene sang christmas songs!it was fun!(: didnt get the chance to sing last chrismtas though ): sang till voice turned sore.and when we returned to our "room" many messages started to came in.hahaha(: so yeps,merry christmas all :D christmas isnt over yet :D christmas has 12 days,dont forget!today is the 4th day of christmas,hehs!on a random note,SEAN IS RETURNING BACK TODAY?yay!(:
butttttt!im only seeing him when school starts cause it will be my turn to be away=/ sighh.
christmas :D
celebrated christmas at home,it was fun fun fun :D buttttoonnyyy came over to celebrate christmas with us as well,his so super cute alright(: innocent dog,had fun with him.he played till he was tired and lie on the floor like a carpet.so cuteeeee(: hehs.i want to see him soon!(: exchange gifts,crap and we played "JENGA!"first round of jenga was rather sian,jermyn talked the most and he dropped the whole building._.so his punishment was to eat 6 kueh pie ti!so funnyyy(: 2nd round julius lost cause he was rough.he drank one bowl of mushroom soup:O 3rd round was the truth and dare version.i took the green block and it was a dare.and yups.a stupid task to do.it was hilarious!(: i was suppose to take jermyn's hand and kiss 3 times._.it was stupid yet funny at the same time.everyone was laughing like crap.LOLS(: sister had to kiss her boyfriend feet.hers is worst afterall.after awhile we had to stop cause cousin had to go home ): sighhhhhhhhhhhhh!send button down,he so cute alright:D he barked and the whole block could hear.CUTEEEEE(: christmas was fun with doggy,cousins,auntie,uncles,jasper,kevin&OHANA!thankyou for this wonderful christmas!(: thankyou for the teeeshirt&pen,piggybanks,bracelet&toyrose,towel,lipgloss&wallet:D
26 december,chalettttttttt first day.
had chalet on the first day at alohaaa pasir ris,walked around the whole chalet,went to arcade but didnt play anything cause we didnt have any small change ): smirks*walked back to take money but sighh,was forced to eat steamboat for dinner.while eating,time flew & the arcade was close.HOW ANNOYING.ARGGHHH >D: walked back from the arcade.chit chat,talk crap.camwhore-d with various cameras with sister at first den cousins and "red gang".me,jaz,mag&jasp is called the "red gang" cause all of us wore red there!(: left around 12AM.i alighted the car first cause i went to pick xiao qi :D after that i maple(d) and chat on msn with shuming(L) till super late-.-
27 december,chalet day 2 :D
XIAO QI WENT HOME ): shows sad face**
i was pulled to go to chalet early,i went there early all by myself,without sisters,without anything.just myself&mum.mum didnt bother about me,butttt well.at least shuming(L) kept me accompany awhile by sms-ing me,hehs!i was super anti-social,i didnt want to sit with cousins and all(: i kept myself occupied by sitting with the adults(uncle,aunties&grandma!) cousins said i sat the wrong table,wrong generation.welll,at least i did talked to my uncle&grandma while waiting for sisters and the rest to arrived![: i had fun,HAHAHA{: i can get along with adults,YAY!when they arrived,of course there were more fun:D and when they arrived,close cousins&their children arrived at the same time too:D 1st uncle talked to me,and his like my bestfriend la XD he is funny and cute can:D while cousins were trying to set the fire,sat with sisters and close cousins.talk alot of crap :O it was funnny and fun!HAH(: and when the bbq starts,everyone started to disperse.left me,jasper,maggie&jaz.ZZZ[: dun call us "FL(S) anymore" cause we arent one.i guess more of the bbq are done by us?i bbq-ed the satays for everybody and when i reach home,i smelled like a bbq fish.im a satay girl :D i can open satay shop next time!hahaha(: i make nice satays for nice people only,HEH(: auntie&cousins persuaded us to stay but they failed.we got to go home because we smell so unclean and all.thank God i went home,cause i really smell so bbq-ed._. reached home,sms-ed shuming(L) and he fell asleep before i did,roars!when he woke up,i woke up as well >D: and the timing he woke up was like around 9am plus,mum thought i wanted to attend church :O hahaha(: after awhile,he went back to sleep and i went back to my lalaland:D i think i dreamt of something stupid,cant remember much though.hohos.
28 dec :D
went out with parents and half of my sisters :D we went to shop,but parkway didnt really have anything,so we bought nothing back :O the only thing we bought back was a tub of durian icecream from scoopZ :D yumyum(: ate dinner there,and daddy bumped into many of his friends there,hah.all of his friends are as cute as him :D
reached home,chatted with eunice on the phoneee.haha.and i was being an ass i went to call shuming(L) 3 times :X and woke him up.so sorrrrrrrry ): and he had training the next day,i totally forgotten-.-SO SORRRRRRY >D: so funny,i woke him up and i made him blur:P
29 dec,which is now :D
im listening to christian songs again,whoooo,praise the Lord!:D
im waiting for sean's arrival,
i cant wait to buy things to be ready for school,
i havent pack my things for malaysia trip later-.-
HAPPY EARLY 14TH BIRTHDAY MY SCIENCE ROCKKK PARTNER!;D im gonna miss you alot next year,welll(: takecare,jiayou and all the best!loveyouuu,rudy:D
& & i talked to vic jiejie(L) on msn just nowww!and not to forget my shuming(L) as well!he drew me alot of cute and random thing,his handwriting is chio manxz!:D
just now talked to eunice and we started to come out with stupid things so here is the thing before i end
my post.
"I AM SWEETLY ATTACHED TO EUNICE TAN SHI HUI ON 291208 ; 1AM (MONDAY!) I LOVE YOU EUNICE STEAD STEAD " (:
i tx you only :D hehs.

& HAPPY EARLY YEAR 2009 IN ADVANCE!:D
start your year right with a new attitude[:
i'll only blog again when school starts :D
thanks everyone for making my year 2008 very memorable:D whether you just appeared in my life,long ago what so ever,i just want to say i had a fun filled 2008!tyvm:D love each and every one of you(: and th love for all of you wont fade!thanks alot!((: im gonna miss year 2008 thursdays alot.hoping for a similar timetable,just wishful thinking):
i'll be posting pictures on the next post :D i'll post most of them now.fyi,not in order :D post them for fun,peace,joy&happiness:D
i'll miss everybody,loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(:

i was never once a perfect girl,and i dont wish to be perfect.

2008-12-20T03:52:00.000-08:00

the world was never once black and white,with you.

hello earth-lings:D
this is one of those people that i miss so much alrights >D:
booooo!kerien soo kailingggggggggggggggggggg!:D :D
i miss you so frigging much okay,it has been so long since i last saw you!next year that we aren't in the same chinese class,different reccess and all.i guess life would'nt be the same like those previous years \= well.but i really hope that when we see each other,we will go high like we always use to do and be!(:
do study hard and put in your best effort for next year,i believe you can do it.i never once look down upon you,and i will never do that (:
those days with you didnt fade away at all and i guess it wont fade even its going to turn to be a new year and it wont fade even down the road ;
because,
i appreciate you for who you are and i guess everyone is special in their own ways:D
there is so much words that i can describe about you,really(:
i just want to say,i love you very much sister :D and i'll continue showering my love for you(:
remember,i'll always be there for you when you need me[:
xie xie for everything:D a friend in need is reall a friend indeed.
I LOVE YOU,KAILING mei,my closefriend for now and forever will be!(:

hahaha,i might be going to church later :D i hope i can even though my new haircut really suckkkkk*ROARS!
my hairstyle can really make people's day :X cause they can have a good laugh at it :O
it takes time to change to side parting ): sighh.should have cut my hair earlier,now that school is starting,im going school with this kind of hair :V sad sad.c'mon fringe,GROWWWW! )):
i'm a cartoon mix carrot now >D: awww man.

anyway this is the chalet post,HAH!(:
chalet on the first day was all BBQ-ING and screaming of here,there and everywhere(:
i bbq-ed the satay for everybody,it tasted super goood :D
first time i bbq the satays,everything was like chao da,LOL(: sooon,i improved and i had lots of fun bbq-ing satays :D
after sometime,we stopped bbq-ing as it was raining,GAHHS!black clouds!._.
nobody tonned cause all of us were just tooo tired ):
chalet was fun on the second day,
first,all the kids went to wild wild wet,while i didnt >D: i stayed at the chalet place looking after buttooonnnybutton :D after that i look for sean awhile to pass him his present.slacked at mc cafe with him,and he treated me cause i brought 0 dollars 0 cents down :D
after meeting him,had dinner :D aunt and mum cooked steamboat "look alike" soup.and baked chicken wings,satay,stingray and all the uncooked bbq stuffs(:
and after eating we went to bowlllllllllll at e!hub(:
and i did improve i suppose :D im sooooo happy,wahahha!i guess everything is like practice makes perfect theory (: so yep,gotta practice more! :D after bowling,while walking back.we out of the blue wanted to camwhore :D we tried jumping and take jump shots.but all of us jumped at a different timing and the camera captured all at a different timing.so yea,didnt succeed ): lets take again,this christmas alright :D the pictures look unglam but i guess at the same time,NICE!:D wheeeee (:
went back,tonned with sister and cousin by playing monopoly :D :D
and the winner was my cousin,once we stepped into his territory we go "DOOM,got to pay 2k"
me and my sister declared bankruptcy :O 2nd round of monopoly was super slack,all of us were like stick onto the ground feeling tired and all but we still played :O
then,
at around 7am we went down to had our breakfast,breakfast at mac (: many students were at mac at 7am as well,i guess they are also a batch of ton-ster(s) :D
around 10plus am we checked out and homesweethome!:D
ALL OF US SLEPT LIKE A PIG :O TIREDD**
i think thats about it :D sounds boring,but i had TONS FUN(: if only we could have another chalet again ):

i'll be having another chalet with dad's family.hope it turns out to be fun.im not very close with those cousins there,sighh!

christmas is next weeek,wheee!im going to see cousins again!im so happy(:
5 more days to christmas,ding donggggggggg(: so much presents to buy and rush!
i guess thats about it :D
eunice tan shi hui sucks okay,she put me second last for feature,and finally she had the heart to call me today :D hahaha!(: i still love you la mei,i never broke your heart into pieces okay :D last long with jk :D
my eyes are super pain,and my neck is aching horribly,damn it \:
i gotta sleeeep,I MISS CHURCH )): hope i can wake up early for church(: hehs.
i miss sean tham jun yip and i miss zhirong tags,sigh!
vic jiejie,wo ai ni :D i love ~waffles~ snow man and vic jiejie's ~pancake~ snowman:D
i love smiley snowman tooooooooo :D

happy 14th belated birthday ariellna cheryl chan yi rui :D
family is the key to all happiness.
santa,can you hear me ?

2008-12-18T04:53:00.000-08:00

im back from chalet and i had lotsa fun from it:D
okay,shall blog about chalet some other day(:
i miss my dajie,she is going to japan for 14 days >D: and now im using her comp,OPPS XD
here is the thing that i promised sean long ago,and i finally did it!hoho!
haha sean this is another present for you!(: a belated birthday present and a bon voyage gift to you :X
a collage of sean unglam scenes![:
those days that we were in macdonalds.his eating baby food btw.

TO SEAN ((:
message message message message just for you.
a year have passed and we are growing older by a year,HAH.you are now the same age as me,so you cant say im old!cause you are as old as me!:D
14 years living on earth,hohoho!
i hope you love the presents that i gave you,not just one but is 3 k(: including this is 4!no surprise,no nothing,but i really hope you like the book,cause no money can be purchased with it!not even a single cent.i spend nights doing it HOR!and and and im so sorry that i couldnt celebrate with you >D: no cake,nothing special.i'm not gonna chain your birthday anymore!at least you met me on your birthday,YO!hah(: and you said i boxim cause i message so short.how i know manxz ): NOW I GIVE YOU A UBER LONG MESSAGE LOR!hah(:
thankyou for being such a GREAT friend and at times a SUCKY friend :X,all your crap and jokes made my day plus all the sucky times you gave,make me DULL.hah,you lightened up my life no matter how sucky or great you are!i think is hard to find a friend like you.roars!thank God for you,huh!(: but really you are AWESOME,SEAN!;D no words can describe you,seriously.i think you make the bestest friend on earth!my bestest bestest bestest (BOY)FRIEND also known as twin!:D thanks for being there for me when im sad even though you are not a 24 hour person that i can go to,but yeaaaa,thanks for being there for me,cheering me on and encouraging me during my tough journey in life:O i think everybody should learn from you,be happy go lucky!we have to continue to meet everyday in the morning when school starts at the gate alright!and step into the school gate together,starting our day with happiness!(: highclass-ness rocks!
ohhh,and your haircut is making you more look like an ahbeng!HAHA!sean is an ahbeng!HOHOHOHO!:D do takecare of yourself when you are away from singapore(: you are flying to korea,you ass!and you are going for so long,arghs.so hate you ): im gonna be all ALONE >D; ouch*nevermind,hahaha!remember me when you are there,and make sure you bring RAIN back for me ah!(: your sweet return will be the best gift for everyone,so do come back safely!((: takecare and get well soon!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SEAN!~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
:D
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY!
iloveyou,twin!(:
not to forget,
tingying!:D

TO TINGYING!:D
omg,my dearest tingying tingying tingying!i miss you so many much much.probably only will be able to see you when school starts ): remember to give me my hug!*haha!anw,you are finally fourteeeeeeen!(: FINALLY!after so long of counting down,time flies~that time we were celebrating eunice birthday,now its you and sean's birthday.how fast can time fly?seriously.hahaha!now,you are as old as me le!:D whoooo.you and sean cant make fun of me and eunice liaos!yay!cause you 2 are as OLD![: thanks for being there for me when im down and your laughters always makes me laugh!and being an awesome classamate!:D sorry for those time that i always force you to eat during recess,cause you dont want to eat ): but really,thanks for those sweet accompanies during recess!next year we are so gonna go recess together again alright!and be partners in class together again!(: hope you still keep the piglet book properly,and really write all your thoughts down!haha.you are another friend,that always lightened me up!:D i really appreciate all the times we had together in class,outside and anywhere!{: next year will be sec 3,remember must study hard le!(: hah,jiayou!i'll pass you your present when i see youu the next time round okay?!:D you are my DEAREST DEAREST DEAREST (GIRL)FRIEND!haha!(: love you v much!:D thankyou for everything especially all the encouragements,chats okay pratically EVERYTHING!i cant name it all out.wo ai ni mei!:D Jesus loves you,and i love you tooo!:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TINGYING!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~:D
GOD IS BLESSING YOU NOW!
GOD IS BLESSING YOU NOW!
GOD IS BLESSING YOU TINGYING!
GOD IS BLESSING YOU NOW!~

YOU ARE FOURTEEN YEARS OLD!
YOU ARE FOURTEEN YEARS OLD!
YOU ARE FOURTEEN,YOU ARE FOURTEEN.
ily,i loveyou,MEI!:D
both turned fourteen on the same day,
sorry to both lovelies for not posting on the actual day but at least i posted a belated one!haha!(:
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SEAN&TINGYING!:D
my twin,my mei.
i love the 2 of you,twinneh and mei!:D heartsxzxz haaaarrtzxz LOVEEE!JE T'AIME!(:
okay,i guess this is all,i need to sleep cause im going to TOWN tmr again,hoho>D:
i guess my plan of going to church this saturday failed,cause mum said whole family got to pray :O damnxzxz,i hate it!i wanna go church,it has been so long.ARGH!):
goodnighttttttttt everybody~
I MISS YOU,XIAO QI )): *My cold-drink team partner!
and i miss buttonybutton,ROARS!
oh,i actually uploaded alot of pictures from my hp to the comp,OHYEA!finally,iamHAPPY!:D

that is how much,i actually hated you :O

2008-12-13T00:16:00.000-08:00

chalet's coming!chalet's coming!chalet's coming!chalet's coming!chalet's coming!chalet's coming!
the day is finally reaching!in just another 2 days time(:
sean twin and tingying sister is turning 14 soon,finally they are 14.wont be able to wish them in blog unless the chalet has wireless connection,then i'll blogged ;D if not i'll blog a belated one![:
wild wild wet,escape theme park,tonning,cycling,wii-ing,boardgames,bbq-ing&moremore!:D
BUTTON IS COMING 2MORO,ZOMG (: doggy doggy,woof woof!xD
buttonyBOTTON!screams ah!:X

the SHE reunited on wednesday,10 december 2008 :D
sean dropped the rose that i grew )x

went out with stephanie and maggie today to bugis (:
there wasn't anything much in bugis luhs.roars.
we apparently bought 0 things from there till we reached tampines,tampines had nicer things to buy :X might want to go to bugis soon again to take alook cause didnt really have a close look on clothes and all.
i wanna go far east plaza as well,zomg xD but i neeeddd moneyyyyyyyy ):
after tamp mall,went to safra to bowl and eat dinner (:
hahs,im such a noob bowler :X even my little cousin could win me,heng stephanie helped me played for my 8,9&10 game,if not i'll be in the last position.i believe i'll improve the next time round,hahs.im gonna play properly next time,hopefully :D i hope NO LONG KANGS >D:
suppose to meet zhirong,but plan failed cause i didnt want to :X sorry uhs,shifu.
asshole never reply my message de ):
might be meeting him on monday to pass him his stuffs and hopefully i'll be able to meet sean on monday as well xD HAHS,excited to meet sean,want to see his reaction when he open his present,wahah!(:
christmas is coming,OHHHHYES (: another chalet,but is dad's family one ): siannn-ed .might be going genting again,yay xD go there to shop only!HAH!:D

seannehh,get well soon alrights!:D you better get well and meet me on monday or im gonna throw it all in the bin hor :X
euniceeeee,escape soon la hor XD you steady de not?
zhironggggg,hah,i still have the 2 (s) in me lehs >D: awwww.okay luhs,pass you your keychain soon laaa hor,i know your hp is waiting to be hanged :X HAHAHAHA.
kailingggggggg,i frigging miss you la!cheer up hor,stay happy uhs.SEE YOU SOON!LOVEYOU SISTER!MUACKKKKZXZXX XD

i'll blog when chalet is over or when im backkk or when i feeeel like.HAHS(:

all i want for christmas is you .

2008-12-05T01:37:00.000-08:00

playing with sand is fun (:

this post is all about msn-ing and my msn buddies ;D HAHAHAHAA!okay,what crap am i talking about,idk either,im sorry D:
i had lotsa fun talking to linette,rong gui&YUANHE just now on msn!(: it was zoooom,fun!
me and linette argued and chat about some matters which was real fun luhs,haha!
while okay rong gui,he started of with i changed my link,that sissy,that bitch which makes me laugh,idk why either,so we started crapping from there which was fun&i know rong gui,you are waiting for me to post my blog!HAHAHA!
i talked to yuanhe about rubbish,as usual.every msn chats with him makes me happy;D
so now,
okay,since i have nothing to do,i shall do a dedicated message or post you call it to various people:D
specially those buddies i love to chat with in msn(:
wanna know who are they,tada!:D
zhirong,jolene,yuanhe,ronggui,linette&eunice(: ohhhh and add those who are not in my lovable msn buddy list.there are many people buttt yeaaa,i cant dedicate to so many lahs:O
the dedicated posts will officially start from here,keep a look out for your name(:
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zhirong!((:
HELLO LAONUASTER(: you better feel honoured,lucky&smiling cause you are the first person i dedicate to!{: dont ask me why,it just randomly pop out from my mind._.you have been really awesome,great,super,nice and whatever words you think you can describe yourself as:D okay sometimes an ass,cause you like bullying me ): sighhhh!thankyou for being there for me when i need to share my sorrows with someone,you seems like a 24/7 friend to me;D every msn conversation with you is always funny&crappy which makes me laugh:O okay,plus all your messages!HAHA!now that you're working,no more time to audi with you,less msn chats,less sms chats and no more mapling together with you.i guess we finally kept in contacted back once again only this year right XD last few years also not as close as now.haha!but yea,thanks for everything bro!my shifu rockkks to daaaaa ultimateeee coreeee(: everybody knows you're awesome especially i know it![: sleep well and do takecare alrightys!i'll never forget the day where you tricked me!>D: hmphs.but hahs,i really miss those days!the tricked you gave me made me fully awake!you're the best best!(:

jolene!:D
YOOOHOOOO,MOJOJOJO!you're in taiwan now): i miss you so much girl!quick come back to singaporeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee and we can go to the park to cycle together it will be awesome uhs!(: okay,PLUS camwhore!wahaha(: you are finally 14:D and every birthday celebration with you is always fun&spastic!this year,last year,2 years ago.im still counting the years of friendship i had together with you.all this years has been really great with you around in my life revolving;D even though year 2008 has been a tough year for us,due to some friendship conflicts and all.but yeaaa,we are still back together once again,which is AWESOMEEE(: not only the 2 of us,but the whole JMM:D hahs.all the battles we fought through has brought us back together i suppose?(: thanks for everything,you theee prooooo crapperrr and encouragerrr!hah,im so going to school and going home with you after school together next year my next block neighbour!i'll open widely with my 2 hands to welcome you to my house when you're back okay!HAHA!loveyou&i miss you now ): WANGGGGZI!:D

yuanhe![:
okay,now its you,YUANHE!it reaches you,finally!:D HAHAHHA!i want my jelly coated with his beans soon alrights and hah,bring meeeee to steammmboatttt at marinaaa[: i wont waste money,i promise(: it has be xoxo years since i last saw you,which is horrible>D: argh,i think the last time i saw you was the time you insulted me :O and guess what,i didnt hate you at all,cause you are still the best luh,haha.you encouraged me to fight for the best,but i failed,i didnt get into the throughtrain course which makes me alittle pissed D: but i'll fight hard in the artstream,i know whatever questions i dont understand you will help me right!cause you are like another 24/7 buddy!okay well not 24/7 ,sometimes you are busy studying,working&watching videos.butt yeaaa,thanks for all your whooosh encouragements and crapping together with me in msn!(: i know every conversation i talk to you in msn,you try to crack some jokes,is obvious!you're spastic luhs,but really funny.i think talking to you can make me happy!HAHA!thanks ah my used to be bestfriend!;D hope to seeyou soon!BRING ME BACK TO CHURCH and i miss ling yuanhe!shows sad face* ): if there are any chances,i'll invite you over to my house(: takecare,yo!

ronggui turtle!;D
turtle,i know you're waiting for me to post,dont hideeee~HAHAHAHAH!:D although next year,we wont be in the same class anymore cause you're taking d&t while im taking art.its totally alrights because i know the friendship together with you wont fade[: knowing you for okay more than half a year now i suppose was SUPERB(: your encourages through sms-ing or msn-ing makes me happy and really make me feel very encouraged!even during lessons time,we use to sit as a group to chat and talk crap.i miss those days.but well,we cant turn back time.i hope next year 2009,it will be a different you.because in this year 2008 the turtle i seen was half happy and half sad.in year 2009,you better be a complete happy turtle alright!we will be next door classmates,we still can talk,crap and chat through sms or msn yea!will definetly miss you the buddy who sits very near me during lesson!i'll never forget those days,trying to disturb you and all~thanks for allowing me to pour my sorrows into the empty and boring msn conversation!~you actually bothered to read,think of solutions,encourage me and cheer me up.where to find such awesome friend?hard to find manxz!you made my 2C life much better(: i hope and pray that next year during geography lessons we will be together as a class :D i hehs.thanks alot rong gui!you're daaa best,closeeeeeeeefriend!and remember hahs,that idiot cant break our friendship apart,her evil doings doesnt even work cause our friendship is stronger than her evil doings:D i remember the first time i heard your name me,charlotte and peiyi started to make fun "wa kua tio gui!"hah,those unforgotten memories(: cant wait to seeyou in school next year~do work hard,jiayou and all the best!smile always!(: and remember to takecare as well yea!;D

linette!{:
CHAO TAPOR!;D so long since i last saw you leh,since the last guitar retreat!HAHA.its always great talking to you on msn,i always have fun and laughters from it!thanks alot ehh!(: thanks for giving me solutions and sharing my thoughts with!and ohhhyes,thanks for making me fall in love with guitarclub once again!thankyou so so much,i'll treat you pearl milk tea the next time i see you alrights[: and you shall treat me chicken rice :X HAHA!thankyou so much for everything,iloveyou demi semi linette!(: hope i get to seeyou and talk to you next year!loveyouuu tapor~(: do takecare of yourself yeps?:D

eunice![:
heyyooooo mei!i hope you will read my blog~i actually made dedication to you okay!HAHA(: it has been a frigging long time since i last saw you,you know!when are you meeting me soon huh?{: i thought our sisterhood and friendship is pbt de!hohos.i miss you super alot la dey!how are you?how are you?you better leave some stories for me to listen alrights!or i'll take a knife and stab you uhs :D wont stab you at the back,dont worry(: thanks for all the msn chats in the past which were hilarious with you and zhirong!(: hahs.will never forget those spastic moments together with you and him.thank you v much.ohoh thankyou for all the sms encouragements you gave me,all the sweet encourages will never be forgotten by me.i'll also never forget those days that we actually got pissed with one another and changed our handphone wallpaper at the same timing.is really great mind thinks alike{: haha.2009 is drawing near,i hope to see a happy you with a group of happy friends that really will make you happy go lucky,miss kai xin guo!jiayou in your studies as well,follow the right company.remember i'll always be there for you when you need me,hahs.thank you for everything.i really appreciate it v much;D iloveyou etsh!(:

this is the end of the dedications for this post(:
for those who thinks their name will never be here,
*do keep aloook out for your name in the next post as well~(: those people whose name are not in this post today it will be appearing in the next post,really:D hinttt to sean&peiyi*HAHS;D not that i dont want to post everything out,my blog is going to fail me anytime,arghh>D: so lag!ahh!today's post is not filled with pictures,but filled with words,coolness yea but is laggy!): roars.

btw,went to eastcoastpark with sister&cousins on wednesday,had a great time there building sandcastle and eastcoastpark food are yummy;D especially the oyster omelette!:D there are pictures though,hoho.but to make my blog less-free.i shan't upload it today.i'll leave it to the day where im less lazy and prepared to take the lag-ness;D after ecp went to tampines mall arcade to chill,okay all of us played till we were really cashless.lesson learnt,always bring money with you went you are going out.all of us didnt bring money when we went out.which is zomg,so we ended up sitting outside starbucks waiting for my another sister to come out to spon us some money to eat :D ended eating mac for supper,wanted to have popcorn but cs cinema closed really early so didnt had the chance to eat.while waiting outside starbucks,me&cousin were singing and he told me he was pissed>D: so yeaaa he doesnt wanna camwhore with me leaving myself to camwhore alone,asshole!stilll,i had a few pictures with him (: and roar i didnt camwhore much because the camera memory was full,super little pictures in ecp T_T i'll go there again to camwhore with love ones and ohana!hah(: i cant wait for 14 december 2008!screams!*

alrightys,i must find something to do till 3am to be able to see my dear chosen;D
i shall go and find something to do now.if i really have nothing to do,i'll be posting the next dedications,so people do keep alook out!:D those previous dedications wasn't in rankings,they are just my group of msn crappers;D the next dedication will be my life rockers:) so yepp,off i go!:D
hopefully,im able to get a new hair cut later;D i wanna cut my hair,my fringe are ugly,yawns.
takecare& a very super goodnight to all(:

from this moment.

2008-12-02T04:58:00.000-08:00

hellooooooo(:
hazel has finally updated again& this time round its with peeektures!(:
i never left our a single picture okay(:
its filled with tons of unglam and glam pictures!
starring : maggie,shakinah&the jiemeimen[s]!HAHAHA!
event : jolene lao ah ma fourteeeeennn(th) birthday:D widesmiles*
okay firstly woke up at 11plus AM(: suppose to wake up at 12 de,den my dearest P kept calling me til 30plus misscalls,retarded k when im like super duper the max tired ): cause i slept at 6 plus AM to finish up J present,ROARS!
picked up P's phone and ZOMG,i fell back asleep on my mum's bed:O around 1 plus pm,i got shocked i faster chiong change and everything :X as usual,im a late queen,so yeps late :X next time i shall give P&C a chance to make me wait for them instead of them waiting for me (: HAHAHA!payback(X but i guess it will never happen,cause im always forever late and they are forever punctual >D:
after that,headed to IKEA&GIANT to get jolene present and all(:
we ran after the shuttle bus luhs,and it was super paiseh cause the bus were full,we couldn't enter through the front door,so we went through the back door instead,and when we went up there's this few angmoh guys they were cheering,which we dont know why & we started laughing,HAHAHAH(: its spastic,yet funnnn :D
reach giant,P&C tried their fbt (: P bought navyblue i guess while C bought red.CHAO ANG ANG!:D OHOH,while they were trying,i called J and disturbed her,super to the maxxx funny :O cause nobody date her out and all on her birthday.i lied to her saying i was at pasir ris park,cause she asked where was i :X and and we linked to cycling which i promise her that after her taiwan trip i'll teach her(: she forceddd me to promise her ):
so,after trying,we went to look at tibits and all(: we got all the cheapo yet nice tibits to munch on for jolene(: WAKAKA!
after giant,we headed off to IKEAAAAA(: we spent super little time at giant&ikea luhs): eeeeeks.bought candles,cup,mat,pillow&tags to do her present!(: we waited for the shuttle bus back to tampines super long luhs!URGH): reached tampines,meet S :D cause she went gym,super fit cannxzx!i never step into the gym room once,i think i should try one day!:D
after meeting S,they headed to my house area(: and it started to rain,such a sucky weather ): buttt HAH,it didnt spoil our plan at all :D
reached the void deck area,we started using candles&balloons to decorate to make it feel like a "party" and i guess we succeeded?:D and HOHO,i suppose jolene got tricked!HAHAHAHAHA!so super cool alrights(: thanks M sister for helping me to trick her lying that you want to buy a sweet.and that silly J actually believed and dragged it till 8 ,so we waited and took our time to light the candles & zomg,S burned herself,hope she is alright(:
JOLENE ARRIVED(: we started spraying some spastic spray which is mix red and pink colour,which is coooling~HAHAHA,we spray abit finish le,no fun,hmphhhs ):
we actually forgotten to light up the cake,so me & C chionged to light up(: sang happybirthday and all,hope she is touched luh;D cause we spent alot of time!HAHAH!
wanted to celebrate at sentosa,but our plan failed.still,J!we hope you enjoyed yourself alot alright!(: cause i guess all of us did enjoyed and i love your birthday cardboard :D i should make one for myself for my birthday too,OKAY SO SPASTIC.YOU,C,S&P MAKE FOR ME okay,i'll be waiting next year!:D
the jiemei men[s] love bullying me which idk why.ROAR!used to it,i suppose?(: HAHA!
to my dearest C,you watch out :O IM GONNA KILL YOU AND YOUR XIAO JIE!)):
i love all the spastic pictures and videos,thank you v much :D those videos can bomb you with laughters,okay not you,just us :D

oh,not to forget,my cousin is super cutee and his retardeddddlyyy tonning with me!his playing wii,and im playing the laptop!(: super cute,i keep 1 2 3 and he will follow me "Sneezee!"HAHAHAH!
had buffet on sunday at crowne plaza hotel in t3:D everything i ate were just carbo and okay dessert:D t3 is a fun place la(: SLR CAMERAAAA ROCKZXZX!

HAPPY BELATED 14 thBIRTHDAY JOLENE!(:
hope you like every single thing that we gave you!HAHA(: and enjoyed it!miss those moments together with you,hope to go out with you and the jiemei men[s] soon!and most importantly i wanna CAMWHOREEE WITH YOU!take lots of unglam pictures(: and HAH,i know how to select nice pictures of you!(: most of the pictures you look cute okay!no worries!:D i really like that cardboard lor ): SIGHHHS.and i want your helium balloooonnn!I WANTTT!,HMPH!): takecare of yourself and mr WANGZI in taiwan on wednesday,will definetly miss you!you throw the rest of your jiemei in singapore,ASS): DONT FORGET US OKAY,ORRR WE WILL BITE YOUU,KILL YOUUU AND CHOP YOU(: bring me along to visit WANGZI!ohyea,too bad wangzi is in singapore zoo!i locked him(: you can find ao quan?:D HAHA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!GOD IS BLESSING YOU NOW!(:
you are the best best!c'mon SUPERRRGIRL FLYYYYYYYYYYYY~!{:
i love you with all my heart & all my soul :D
bon voyage & do takecare of your familyyyy and have fun SHOPPINGG!HAHA(:

now,i'll let the pictures have a little whisper chat with you:D

yay,i love taking super glamourous pictures,yooo!:D

JUNKFOOD (:

spastic P & retarded C (:

guess who,yourself (:

artistic ehhhs(:

big head,small bodyyeeeaaa(:

act shy er yi,eeeyer stupid C!
JOLENE'S :D

trust me,C IS BEING AN ASS (: she says she hates me ): OUCH*

you watch out manxzx C :D

save the EARTHLING(:

THIS IS J-O-L-E-N-E!:D

SHAKINAHH ROCKS MY CLEAN AND NICE SOCKS!(:

ending here now,i need my sleep ):
im super tired,and my eyes are closing!AHHHH!HAHAHA(:
thanks blogger for not dying on me today,i love blogger only TODAY(:
thank you for all those sweet memories.is time for me to let you,go.

; i never thought that my dream could be that realistic.

2008-11-27T23:59:00.000-08:00

HAPPY SWEET NC 16 BIRTHDAY SISTER :D

(is good to be sixteen,you can watch nc16 movies and have legal sex!)

iloveyou everyway(: OHANA LOVES YOU MORE THAN ANYONE(:

"ohana means family,quoted by lilo and stich"

hope you enjoyed your birthday,there is still one more dinner,haha!(:

i'm gonna make my blog alive again,is super to the maxxxx..dead,roars loudly*

i'm back from malaysia(:
to summarise,it was fun even though its with granny,auntie and little cousin (:
granny and auntie told me super alot of stories about the past that makes me super excited :D
everynight before we sleep,they will say a story and yes,boooom,all fell asleep while cousin was still playing his game cause his fully awake :D

on the first night,slept quite late cause i was staring at my cousin playing game and he kept laughing at me when i played yoshi's island,there were 100plus live i died till like 98?HAHAHA!i cant play yoshi island:O
on the second night,all of us slept around the same timing(:
the last night,while everyone is sleeping,my cousin played with my hair without knowing.

i played indoor themepark with cousin,the rides were fun :D except those monorails.super boring,cause when i talked to cousin,he does not want to reply me,gahhhs>D:
tried shopping,in the end didn't buy anything :/
ohyes,i ate kenny rogers twice!its like much cheaper than singapore luh,worth eating:D
i dont like genting's macdonald.just feel super uneasy when eating,roar.the saussage taste like medicine,maybe im just thinking too much,AHAHA(: still,its not nice :O and im super NOT fated to order food in genting,cause it sucks.everytime i order the thing will go wrong,ROAR!first time in macdonald,2nd time in some place eating tomyum noodles.super ZZZ >D:

i saw JOHN HUANG JUN YUAN,his super to the max hottttt!AHHHH (: super cute,super cute!:D *i bet many people dont know who is he:X lols.HIS SINGING IS LIKE NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE even though he is a malaysian!(:
ohyes,in genting got alot of handsome guys siahhhhh!i guess mostly are from singapore or malaysia.all of them look either cute or , handsome.melt melt melt* xD

in yong peng,i tried buying chewing gums but guess what ! :X
my smuggling back of chewing gums skills totally cannot make it :@ i got caught,>D: so i decided to surrender everything cause i have no 2nd choice.
WHEN REACHED SINGAPORE,I SUPER EXCITED LA(: happy like WAHAHAA:D
(dont ever buy a handphone portable charger,cause when you are overseas i guarantee you,it will die,waste my sing 10bucks on battery,how annoying>D:)
many things happen when im not around,ZZZ>D:
when im back,the next day (:

I WENT FOR GUITAR RETREAT on 25 NOVEMBER!:D
it was fun even though the games are alittle boring,last year's game was much better.games like honey honey i love you and all.
we played amazing race and catching.
the catching was super to the max spastic!hahaha(:
guitar retreat has alot of practice though:D but yea,for syf sake we got to practice hard to achieve what we want(:

during practice,had sectionals with xuejun,linette,hannah,cynthia and amanda!(:
never thought that sectionals could be that fun with those people im not so close with,whee!
after guitar retreat,i went home and guess what!
after i watch finish fireflies,i could not stand the tired-ness i just run to the room and yes BOOOM..fell asleep till 9plus*
and when i was awake stupid zhirong,fell asleep.ROAR!

26 November 2008,went for guitar retreat again(:

it was the last guitar practice of the year,and the last day of guitar camp:D
alot of laughters bomb-ed by enqing,kirby&joel[:
the last day of retreat,the games were much much better :D HUMAN THUG is such a fun game luh(: can see how bonded the girls are in guitar,even though some gotten pulled out.but well,afterall it was fun:D

had sectionals with yinghui[: she is nice!:D had fun with her practicing the song canon!
i improved ! i improved ! i improved ! i improved ! i improved !
im half way there ! im half way there to complete the canon song,so excited to finish up the canon song so i can go to the next piece.

after tea break,had combined practice.
chicken backside keep changing people from canon 1 to canon 2.from canon 2 to canon 1 and in random sequence.so irritating!gahhxzx>D: but amazingly,he was funny on that particular day of practice,first time sehh!:D
yeayea,during guitar retreat i was busy sms-ing JOLENE:D she's cute and funny luh(:
after guitar retreat,chiong-ed to meet twin to buy sister present stuff,camwhore and ate dinner with him:D and pooooooff went home sweet home.

reached home,chiong sister's present and sadly i wasn't the first to wish her >D: cause i was busy arranging her sweet 16 birthday cake and all,ARGH>D: and those who wish her first are my friends,stupiddd luh))x
after doing everything le,i choaji tired so of course,i went to sleep:D
HAHAHAH(:

27 november 2008 ;D
woke up around 11am,my sister was asking me to wake up at 9 plus when im super tired :O so didnt and decided to wake up at 11am.
prepared,met sister downstairs and she drove me to simei to pick the rest of my sisters:D
after that went to pick my mummy and off to eastcoast park for lunch(:
ate korean food cause my dearest sister wanted to eat,ate till super full luhs :@
we took super alot of pictures there with 2 different cameras!one the not so good and one the better one.after eating,went to expo for IT fair,i think there are more workers than visitors luh :O see-ing people work there seems fun.LOL.the sony camera i want price didnt drop ): its still 599 sing dollars,ARGH!so expensive >Dx i want a cameraaaaa on my ownnnn!

after IT fair went somewhere and i bought a new deuter bag there,AHAHA(: my 2nd deuter bag:D going to carry that to school next year,wanted a jansports bagbut hais >D: i totally forgotten about it so yeps,tooo badd,i'll carry my deuter cause its not cheap as well(: and i bought a HOODIE!wakaka:D sisters bought hoodies too,so we have one each now :D
went home and put stuffs and off to meet steph with the special girl (:

dinner at din tai feng!(: the noodles were rather plain that day,stupiddd lor.ate alot of xiaolongbao till i super full >D:
after eating,walked around tampines mall,wanted to get a myuk pouch still thinking if i should get it not.i want a pouch with 2 compartments so can put handphone and money.and i want a wallet that can put cards!(: my wishlist is growing,zomgggg!JANSPORTS BAG?BLACK NF SHORTS?CAMERA?SHOES SHOES SHOES?and more more more.AHHHHHH>D:
stephanie bought me a card that printed my name hazel with a chip and dale (: super cute luh!
thanks steph for everything :D

after that went to kiddy palace to see if can find any present for cousin's birthday,failed terribly.
i saw a pooh bear that is 8.90 ,super cute la (: i just realise,i only like those poohbear that cost 8.90 at kiddy palace either than that i dun like poohbear.and only thast 8.90 poor bear can be bought by my 3rd sister :D if she buys me means im gonna have my 2nd cute comfy pooh(:
after kiddy palace went home sweet home!:D

jolene shocked the birthday girl,and sister's expression was super to the max funny luh:D
and zomg,both jolene and sister were wearing YELLOW.how spastic.sister should wear spongebob tee,so they can be twin!(: cause both of them were wearing fbt as well.HAHA!
jolene slacked at my home till 12 plus am,it was awesomeeeeeeee-ly fun,finally had that time to catch up with her (: and mummy didnt scold me for bringing her back at a late timing.& JOLENE,LETS GO OUT SOON K?CAMWHORE,EAT,SHOP and GO HIGH!(: you are going to be 14 soon,whoooo.1 year is going to pass,how fast.i still love you :D
i promise to go and see bbt if they are coming to singapore again okay!WANGZI!(:

i think thats all,my life is getting boring :O ps.
i'll upload photos now OR okay SOON!:D HAHAHA(:
maybe just a few each from guitar retreat,genting & birthday session:D
IM SO TIRED NOW,I NEED MY SLEEP >D:
sorry for this super to the max long post.
goodnights and takecare all:D

blogger is giving me problems and i totally detest it,IRRITATING>D;
3 more days to 14,girl:D

th-unconditional love.

2008-11-26T02:52:00.000-08:00

L.O.S.T?
i miss you so so much.

2008-11-21T00:53:00.000-08:00

AHAHAHA :D

finally decided to unlock my blog :D

anyway,if i lock or unlock it,it doesnt make much difference but locking it makes me feel much secure(: but well shall seeeeeee,for now i shall unlock,teeeheee{:

widesmiles*im posted into 3C oh nine![: alot of people i know is going to that class,likeee whooo:D people like charlotte,cheryl,tingying,peiyi,ariellna and etc :D arts class is so gonna rock,big big time!even though i tried appealing to the throughtrain class,i doubt i'll get in luh.anyway even if,the appeal succeed im gonna reject[: cause i decided to stay in the arts class to excel [: even though it takes up really lots of time,hope im able to cope luh.i have interest in drawing and all .so why not just stay,right?(: hard to do well though cause i guess the teachers are super duper to the max strict.welll,im gonna thinkk positive :D

18november oh EIGHT!:D

anyways,on tuesday went to take the subject combinations,i totally siann-ed ji pua,but well its okay la.i actually got everything i opt-ed for :D geog,physics,art(: but i want the through-train

cause there is poa,but hahaha,i gan jiong-ly took the appeal form,and tried appealing,o.o.still,doubt i'll get in,well well.ARTS CLASS HERE I COME ((: seeing eunice even more sian ji pua is super saddening luhs,i hope her appeal succeeds on thursday :D MEI,do open your mouth when you are in the office alright,dont be scared or afraid.just spill allyour feelings out,and fight for your rights.pure lit is a hard subject to cope :O but well,if the appeal failed,remember do your best,excel in whatever you can,think positive and just move on :D dont be silly and think if you take pure lit,you will retain cause if u really study hard,you wont retain,at all(: jiayou,goodluck&all the best,i love you,sister!:D takecare when im not around alright!meeet up reall soon when im back okay!"keke"quoted from eunice tan shi hui(:

after looking at the subject combinations we've gotten,we straight headed to bugis :O to settle eunice clothes and everything she desperately wanted,wakaka.lunch-ed at seafood harvest,it tasted like shytzxz,and the service is bad can.ate till i wanted to puke la,zomfg.after that headed down to bugis streeet,me and sean was totally stonning throughout the whole journey & i kept complaining damnnn hot and alot of people to zhirong:D hehs.bugis streeet can kill you :O even though there is many things to buy,but the weather is super to the max hot,and the amount of people in the first floor can kill you.ROAR!after after after bugis we headed down to pasir ris for sixONEohSIX bbq,at first we went missing in bus 3,we took all the way to punggol,damn zai:D luckily there is this really nice lady telling us after this stop the bus is gonna go the expressway,all of us tio chua and panicked._.den bo bian,took back 3 to pasir ris again,wanted to cab,cabfare sure bomb de.so we patiently wait for the bus 3 to come:D finally we found our way there,it was afterall alright bahs{: eunice pei-ed me and sean go,cause kailing ask her to,yay!:D haha.camwhore alot with eunice and i look super retarded,cause i suppose that day was a bad hair day?GAHHHHHHHHS!>D:

kailing bbq-ed for me and eunice to eat when sean left,thanks alot uh KAILING!hahaha.loveyou la.so going to miss those stationary fight next year,sobbbb.meet up and dont dao me in school ya!:D wakaka.still counting our friendship[: i love you,sister!:D

after bbq,send eunice home den i took the straight bus home as well,though it keep going in circles,take quite long to reach,super happy when i reach home cause i was having a super bad headache.argh>D: i slept super early that night (: cause i was being a good girl,not suppose to audi,but go and sleep :D next morning,headache gone,SHIOKKKKKK UHS!:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLOTTE GIRLFRIEND!see,i didnt miss this thingy out!:D HAHAHA(:

wednesday,

i slacked the whole day away with audition,wii & sleeping![:

thursday:D

woke up early,my dad dragged me out of the bed just to hand in the appeal form,argh>D: woke up,bathed and everything off to school,met tingying and hand in the appeal form(: before i reached school,tingying was being super cute she messaged me xoxo is in the d&t corner,quick come.when i receive her message,i was smiling away luh.reached school,she accompany me to hand in the appeal form,feel kind of bad cause i didnt talk to her,at all.cause i needed to rush and go off to the next location,argh ): sorry,mei.i promise i'll payback(: after meeting tingying went straight to mummy's office.i went there to past time,roars!i did nothing except eat,drink,trying to sleep&some random sketching that make me want to stay in the art's class.wahaha(:

after that sister headed down to mama's office,ate those fried rice she cook!(: it was not bad la,after all,it tasted alright ah.welldone sister :D after eating,headed down to orchard to see doctor,wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!the doctor rockkkzxzx big time la k(: wheee whee.ate dinner at chinatown& bus-ed home,woooots(:

alrights,

im gonna leave singapore for 4 days,

yay?:D

takecare everybody(: MISSSESSSS >D:

smirks*i'll remember those presents that i already put at the back of my head ;D

byeeeeeeeeeee(:

get well soon,face*

im going to miss 2CEE'OHEIGHT,sayonara.

where is the love?

2008-11-10T08:15:00.000-08:00

when you are down,people give you a trick and the trick will make you feel MUCH AWAKE!;D
to cut it short,thanks alot ZHIRONG shifu :D
quite pissed though ): could not save the conversation with you,rawrs![:
buttttttttt.still thank you for making me feel MUCH AWAKE when im like super shag and tired xD
rong gui is a very good encourager okay!thankyou!xD
ohyea,
thanks mummy for the nf shorts,icecream treat,food&levi's jeans xD thanks alot,loveeeeyaxzxzxzxz!
i love my ohanaaaaaaa:D mummy,daddy&sisters{:
might be getting some stuffs from mandee.com&MY BLACK NF SHORTS,well shall seeee la:D
JIAYOU SHIFU,GANGSTER,GLENN KORKOR&YINHAN FOR YOUR FINAL PAPER,GET BACK A "A" OKAY XD
esp you ah shifu,no "A" i disregard you uh :X haha.kiddings xD
holidays suck!argh ):
ending here,loveeees & night!
bugis tmr,again!HAHAHA.

2008-11-05T21:59:00.000-08:00

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL THREEE(:

sharlene i miss you too!(: date me out soon la,dey![:
finally new update!/
here is my post for today!
it has been super duper long since i last update :D HAHAHA (:
talked to sean today on the phone,and he make me laugh my ass off,wow:O
he said this :
ben and jerry => jen and jerry (:
vanilla=>thumbelinaaa [:
and he started asking me got icecream called thumbelinaaaa meh?
then i was like "HUH?HUH?HUH?"
he heard me saying vanilla as thumbelinaaa he mixed all the words up side down and i really laugh luhs :D
and i said ,
sean =>seanillinaaaaaaaaaaa!if you hear me saying it sounds like (sean is weina) :D
hazel =>hazellinaaaaaaa
and out of the blue we talked about presidents.
sean US name is called "sean florida la zakum"
he madeeeeeeeeeeee me happpppppppppppppppyaeeeeeeeee,after so long,i finally laughed!(:
thank you so much seanTWIN ;D
i wanna go out with you soon soon!hahaha(:

and this is my sms chat with kailing,kinda funny to me :X
after so long,i replied her sms & talked to her,yay yay!
*vulgarities has been changed to symbols (!@#$%^&) :D
im such a good girl,LOL LOL!
xoxo is kailing,hazel is me(:
here it goes {:
hazel: why?!den now you okay mahs now?campus super star no need do registration de meh?i lazy type using handphone so use internet sms._.
xoxo: lameshit! hahas.
hazel: rawr,you okay not!you dun come lameshyt here lameshyt there okay :X slap you uhhh zhabor:X oppsopps.my face very itchy siah suddenly-.- nbs ):
xoxo: yaya whatever! hahas asshole luh u.
hazel: so you joining campus uh?NO NEED REGISTER ONE MEH?O.O SO COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL?!
xoxo: have to luh.need to print out the form.
hazel: you singing wad siah?MUST JIAYOU GO TOP 20 OKAY ;D HAHAHAHA.
xoxo: dun knw lehs. hahas sure wont get in de lehs!
hazel: haha,you bo confidence._.just go there try try,and have some fun XD HAHAHA.i'll be your number 1 fan la hor ;D heh heh heh~
xoxo: i no confidence luh! hahas. seriously lorhs.
hazel: zomg,i very scared leh._. my maple fren call me i dun dare pick up the phone,HOW UH.LOLS.aiya just do ur best.JIAYOu!i support you<3 style="font-weight: bold;">xoxo: why dont wan pick up? i nw like dont have the mood to join already.
hazel: scared mah,also never talk to him before._.hmms,whywhy!you very guai leh zhabor,you now at where wor? (:
xoxo: hahas. then just tok only luh. i nw in bus 27 go back tamp lorhs.
hazel: ohoh,i scared leh.he paikia.HAHAA._. i friendster friend also dun dare accept him leh,LMAO._.ohoh.haha.going to 201 uh?:X
xoxo: hahas. accept only la! i alighting at ur hse there de bus stop.
hazel: haha,want come my house find me right:Xjust say la:D haha.scared laa alamak)': i going offline soon,cant stand maggie kp-ing me.ZZ._.
xoxo: siao zharbor! hahaha. faster log off luh dumb dumb!
hazel: haha.ya lor.i siaozhabor 1 you siaozhabor2 right:X I FEEL LIKE SLEEPING LE.LOLS.i sleep till 4plus pm today,ZAI RIGHTTTTTTT!:D
xoxo: diaos. crazy sia u! i damn fucking miss mavin la can!
hazel: of course can,but no!you must miss me more leh!i going overseas also._.21 november going~hahahaha,maybe i go buy hicard den can SMS!WHOOWHOO!
xoxo: haha whatever la u! bleahs! waaa my head damn pain! got one suai ge at here sia! omgomgomg. hahas.
hazel: AWWW,go tell him "can i have your number mr shuaige!" haha!(: WAD HAPPEN TO YOUR HEAD AGAIN,MISS ME SO MUCH TILL HEAD WANNA BURST RIGHT!AIYOYO!:X
xoxo: hahas. u dont come lame with me! wahaha. NO la i miss mavin too much! wheee. haha. no la got a person the music very noisy tht's why my head pain.
hazel: not lame(ing) with you wad!HAHAH!no you miss me too much,stop lying my dear~HAHAHAH.i think i going berserk.ASK THE PERSON OFF THE S2P MUSIC!;D
xoxo: haha. crazy luh u! haha. i sun goin east coast :))))
hazel: good mah,i crazy den you can go crazy with me also!HAHAHA,SHIOKSHIOK!DO DO FISHBALL,SHIOKSHIOK!XD i sunday going to bala's shop((((:
xoxo: siao zhar bor! hahas. i goin take bus go 201 le.
hazel: where got siao~xD first time see me high meh?NO WHAT!throw pen at you*o.O haha,welcome to tampines(: make yourself feel like a home in tampines!:D
xoxo: haha. next year cnt throw pen at u anymore! sad right? hahas. i nw in bus 18.
hazel: OMGOSH,OHYA.!@#$%^&*())$!@$! NO MORE STATIONERY FIGHT,!@#$%^&*()( ! rawr rawr,IM SO SAD LA>D: you in bus huat ah!HAHAHH!
xoxo: dont sad dont sad. hahas. i alighting liaos. wahahas.
hazel: awww>D: no more huat bus!): booboooboo!haha.i am sad lor,i want stationary fight!and i miss kenneth shock face when i said "!@#$ YOU!" hahahah!
xoxo: hahas. kenneth tht pai kia! miss him sia. i got tell u right tht day i saw evan. hahas. with shi ning and other people.
hazel: kenneth where got pai,he FUNNY LA!lol!no,you bo tell me leh.booboo la you!nehneh!i saw shining that time also!(: i internet sms 3 ppl._.LMAO-.-
xoxo: hahas. kenneth sang gang poem in toilet last year. wahahas. tot i got tell u sia. freaking miss pen throwing manx. hahas.
hazel: haha,stationery fight ): miss those candid moments leh>D: well,our FRIENDSHIP WILL NEVER FADE NO MATTER WHAT RIGHT?iloveyou LA DEYDEY SISTER!:D
xoxo: hahas. i knw u love me! i go bath fast:)))
hazel: i gonna copy and paste this whole convo in my blog :X HAHAHA.missyou!LOVELOVE!(: HOHO!
xoxo: walao ltr i pai seh! how can u do this to me man u asshole!
yups,fullstop to this sms convo:D AHAH(:
SISTER:D all the best to you if you joining campus superstar okay!jiayou!(: you can do it,go there and have some fun and not have stage fright!HAHAHA(: the memories with you will never fade,because i already kept it in my heart :D all the stationary fight,hps and all those xoxo! haha!
iloveyou,SISTER(:

ohyes,i went for guitar on monday and it was alright!HAHA.thankyou LINETTE!loveyou!
yayness im leaving singapore for 4 days![: whooosh,kinda looking forward to it :D AHHAA.
i wanna go orchard tmr,to see doctor,hope my mummy allows and give me money>D:
so,at the same time i can go out with sean!ahaha(:
okay thats all for today's post [:
im off for dinnerrrrrr{:
summarise my holidays it has been "okay" and i sleep really alot[:
thats all!(:
this holidays has many funny and candid maple moments!wheeeee!

**for those who havent catch high school musical three,go catch it before its gone :O
cause its really nice!HAHA!
thanks dajie for bringing me there yea!WHEEE,LOVEYA!;D

kaijie dumberrrrdooorr~(: you're funny funny funny!HAHAH!smile okay{:
ZHIRONG,I KNOW YOU CAN SEE THIS!WHOOO!WHEEEEEEE!HAHAHAHA!READ ALL YOU CAN!ONLY UNLOCK FOR ONE DAYY WORZXZ!:D

can i have this dance?

2008-10-25T00:57:00.000-07:00

love is as sweet as this candies?

decidedddd to blog,since it has been so long since i've last blogged(:
here it goes :
[x]overall results are back
[x]school has ended
[x]swenses~LOL!
[x]waiting for the subject combination results
[x]choosing of subjects
[x]throughtrain or non?
[x]bored at home and
yeah,the list goes on and on!;D
overall results wasn't that bad,afterall(: class position was 14,wanted alittle higher,well maybe i didnt really work hard for it,but alrights,SHALL WORK HARD AND ACHIEVE MY GOAL NEXT YEAR!:D i improvedd in my overall percentage and class position[; whoohoo.
very sad because school has come to the end for this year,will miss being a GEEEEEK in class for months,only can be back to a GEEK till next year,sighs >Dx and going to miss all the fun,loving people >Dx no more being in the same class as them,anylonger.sighh,time for us to seperate!>D: will miss 2ceeOHeight&hopefully most of the cool and funky people will be in the same class as me,it will be good.but hehs,no matter how much or how little this class bonding is,i think we still rockkkk![: cause we win various prizes for like class deco,interclass and etc which really bond-ed us(: wheee.hope many people will attend the class chalet[: last bonding session this class for the year i suppose?
went swenses number of time ever since exams had ended!:D and is at the airporttttttt!love singapore airport!xD awesome place to slack,chill,play and eat XD
argh,sigh.
i dont know which subject to chooose yet,ahh ahhh ahhh!i want phyics&chem for combined science!and for combined humainities i want ss&geoggg!okay maybe{lit!} at the same time i want throughtrain cause i know throughtrain got benefits and etc etc!hope i get into throughtrain,because im qualified to be in it [: HAHAHA,so yea,THROUGHTRAIN PLEASE TAKE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!:D
holidays are boring,studying in schooool is much and tons of bettter alrightttttttttts!
okay,off to go,have been using the comp the whole day,ZZZ >D:
i super love beelicious&roseaddict!
finally,i changed hair,might be changing again,cause i love the rose hairstyle:D hehs!(: sexyehh!
i really miss school and friends alot.esp,you know who >D: sighsighsighsighhhh~
being random,someone please bring me to the cinema soon to eat popcorn,coke and nachos with cheese!not only that,the show must be HIGHSCHOOLMUSICAL3 or an interesting movie!(:
hehs,
now i shall go and watch my iswakkkk&ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni!(:
movie chiongster wannnaaabeeeeee for now,
imiss dad&mum!GAHHHHXZ>Dx miss teasing my mum,and i miss dad's teases! >D:
anw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAI!(: wheeeeeeeeee!:D
iloveya!:D

kidnap my heart\

2008-10-13T05:32:00.000-07:00

JOE CHENG(:

SENTOSA LATER WITH GIRLFRIEND[S]!:D
provided if i can go & wake up from my lalaland![:
im sure we are gonna have a full blast of laughters and retarded-ness again!haha(:
& is the last day to chilll together before school starts again,tiring school days.but no more studying,just checking of scripts and this and that.
kind of scared for my results,no turning back of clock.but to MOVE ON(:
oh,I MISS SHANGHAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!>D:
tuition was alright,dinner was okay,me&sisters camwhore-d with my dad's prof cam.idk why but all of us would just auto-take turns and play with his camera at a certain timing.HAHA:D
i want a polariod cameraaa!(:

my dajie brought back the photoshop CS3 ALREADY!OMGOSH,im super to the maxxxxxx excitedddd!:D hahaha!(: but got to reformat the whole comp first._.
after dinner,started watching they kiss again,JOE CHENG IS STILL AS HOT!(:
and when it reaches the 10th episode the whole show started to hang,so i decided to stop watching.RAHHHHHHHHXZ >D: when watching mummy kept calling me,shouting my name.i super reluctant to go out so she came into my room to ask me out :D she asked me out to ask my dadd to help me make my blueblack go away!(: i love my dadddyy and mummy!(:
talked to jolene,peiyi&kailing just now!:D
i like talking to kailing,very fun!(: haha.LOVEYOU MEI!;D
after talking and after sister mag watched finish her 50+ episodes of they kiss again i started using the comp & started to blog!(:
not blog in this blog,but my private blog:D hehs,cause i was really super pissed&i wanted to cry laaa,i wont cry for the 2 of them xD they are not worth my tears!&,Luckily,kailing was not asleep,so i decided to message her to tell her what happen.I LOVE HER SO MUCH!ty for everything,sister(: den eunice suddenly message me when i was blogging o.o super long never talk to her already,LOL.
so now,im going off to sleep or i'll get spam calls from my girlfriend[s] later when i wake up._.& i gotta wake up early cause my mummy told me so!& I NEED TO RUN BEFORE SHE WAKE UP!(: I LOVE MY OHANAAAAAAAAAA & i love Jesus!
goodnight&goodbye.

learn to let go & i miss you so.

2008-10-12T05:42:00.000-07:00

okay,nothing much nothing much to blog about(:

friday,the jiemei mens went for cellgroup!:D hoho(:

before cellgroup,jo and cheryl came to my house to play wii and nintendo ds :D while i was busy packing my rooom.cause i listened to my mummy :D and pei was having her band so we gotta wait for her to finish her band yehs.when she finished,she called us but we were still playing wii o.o till we existed the time we suppose to meet pei!sorry for making you,wait for us so long.

ohyea,when the 3 of us was at the lift,i think cheryl and jo was fighting den i saw my cousin bike like coming out so i gehkiang(act smart) go use my leg hit the handle and i thought it will go back to normal,in the end never and it flew back towards me-.-it was super duper to the maxxxxx pain luh,till i think i cant really walk?but i still have to._.and i got a blueblack that i couldnt see at first and its getting super obvious now,the colour is like superdark!>D:

after that met peiyi,den went to minitoons to get our lanyard (: GIRLFRIEND[S] lanyard:D super chiooooo!haha(:

ohyea,before we eat,we were walking to the esculator to go down,den den den pei was saying "aye china people leh"and i replied "oh xiexie in a cheeena tone holding jo's phone helping her to put the lanyard cause came off._."5seconds later jo and cheryl was like OIE!we look down,me and pei tiochua!like o.o how come the esculator is coming towards me,AHHH!so funny luh!:D and that cause us to laugh like crazyyyyyyyyyaeeeeeeeeee!(:

walk walk walk,dont know where should we eat so we decided to dine in at yoshinoya for dinner :D quite expensive luhs,cause no more student value meal-.-so got to buy everything in bits and pieces,zzz.we laughed alot at yoshi,thanks to pei :D she keep imitating ya tou.super funny luhs,laugh like crap xD den we take the waffle fries say wad this is weilian,this is wangzi,this is xiaojie,this is ao quan,this is ah wei,this is xiao yu.HAHAHA(: cheryl and jo keep saying i like wangzi,wangzhi is mine!i like xiaojie!xiaojie is mine!funnyy(: I LIKE AO QUAN&WANGZI so both of you shooooshooo:D

after eating we went to the toilet and we took ONE picture!:D and that is like my favourite picture for now!(: haha.pei pei pei pei pei send me!quick transfer!xD

after eating,we went offfff straight for cellgroup!:D hoho(:

i sat with jo in the bus,while pei&cheryl sat together.and i keep telling jo say "omgosh,my head pain leh!" den she give me that stare >D: a few mins later i say "omgosh,my stomach pain leh!" den she still give me that stare >D: den a few mins later i say "omgosh,MY LEG PAIN LEH!" den she gave me that stare and say you "toudujiao bing ah?"FUNNY XD she randomly came out with this toudujiao bing,haha!

pei and cheryl moved seats,the 4 of us were sitting behind and guess wad?some under seat in the middle of the 4 of us._.wthhh~den me and jo whisper say "yoohooo,he become part of the jiemei men already siah.HAHAHA"den we giggle giggle laugh laugh,and he alighted at the same stop as us!so qiao!(: jo say "of course,we go where he also must follow mah" he is our brother leh.

reached lebrone's house,i feeeel kind of paiseh but slowly alright(:

STUPID CHERYLLLLLLLLL and JO GO PRESS MY BLUEBLACK MAKE ME SCREAM LIKE SOME MADCOW!den soundddd tio chua._.sorry sound!and yuanhe happen to be coming into the house?he stare at me,paiseh LAAA.zZz & he is baddd,he said he thought i was a ghost!haha.laughed&screamed super to the max alot during cell (:

played game,dont forget the lyrics.my group got michael and small jon & some other people,haha.small jon very very nice :D i did get the chance to talk to him,whee.haha!michael super funny,suppose to guess the lyrics den the whole cell dunno the answer he go say aiya "JESUS CHRIST!" cause 2 words?HAHAHAH.the whole cell laughed :D during the game i sat beside small jon & CHERYYLLLL~ the 4 of us in different group >D: and weirdly,me,pei&cheryl all the only girl in our groups,LOL!;D but we had fun!(:

after celllllllll went home sweeeeeeeet home and did nothing xD

talk to yuanhe,he made me laugh!he super mean,MEAN POK!den talk to kai on msn in the middle of the night;D hope his daddy get well soon & dun suffer from anything!(:

saturday!:D

my mummmmmmmy dragged me out from my beauty sleeeeep >D: arghhhhh.

went to takashimaya with mum&dajie:D whooohooo,saw so much things i like :D gonna save money to buy le (: i want my new PAPILO or BIRKEN STOCK!;D and i want a VOLLEYBALL TO PLAY!LOL XD had lunch at some jap place,the soup is yummmmmmmy.i like i like!xD den went to coach at taka :D super many people laa.coach inside got a pot of real pink roses!i thought it was fake so i go touch,i was like OMGOSH REALLLL LEH,i LIKEEEEEEE! xD LOL :D i saw super alot of taitai inside luhs,they're like so richhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.i love coach paperbag:D burberry paperbag is even nicer got ribbon de!but sadly never buy anything from there >D: walked around the whole of taka,i saw super alot of people carrying LV,COACH,GUCCI,CHANEL,BURBERRY etc.omgosh,taka is a place where rich people go there and shop o.o and ahhaa,I SAW A SHOP THAT HAVE A EVEN MORE EXPENSIVE BAG THEN LV,i tiochua when i saw the price tag._.spastic i know;D i always thought LV is already very expensive.now got another brand that is more expensive than LV._.

walked with sister till i super thirsty la,zzz.ate dinner at coffee club,she treat me!:D wheeeE(: dajie is the best:D haha.after that we went to some book shop,i dunno how to spell the book shop name:X i went to the magazines area there,got alot of AMERICAN MAGAZINES!I SAW ALOT OF JONAS BROTHERS,ZAC EFRON,HIGHSCHOOLMUSICAL 3,TWILIGHT xD i want to BUYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!IF ONLY IM RICH,I'LL GET ALL THE AMERICAN MAGAZINES!;D but is like super expensive for one magazine?): $8 plus,also got $14 ._. i stand there and read about the jonas brothers!:D joe had his first kiss when he was 14!(: nick and kevin had their first kiss when they were 13!:D HAHAHA,and i just realise,i forget the website for the magazine,arghhhhhhhh!>D:

afterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr reading,we went home sweet home!:D im a homesick girl so is someone!i love my home alot alot :D hehs.

i disturbed my dajie and my mummy alot just now,that made them laugh!:D i love my ohanaaaaaaaaa,they're the best:D & daddy helped me to take foood xD whees.

ohyea,MY BLUE BLACK IS STILL VERY PAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNN,ARGH!>D:

i think thats all about my 2 days (:

09 october is loved(: i love my GIRLFRIEND[S] :D

i wish,you could just go ahead and perish from my life.

unlocking my blog is one thing,not unlocking my blog is another thing.so should i unlock or should i not?(: